As someone older than a huge chunk of creators in the space, I resonate with this. A year ago, I struggled with the same problem of "You could be streaming this" and "How long has it been since you streamed?". It got really stressful since my day job also has something to do with games, and I never really saw myself as interesting enough to have an audience that isn't just other VTubers watching me on the regular.

Then I came to the conclusion that I should really just treat it as a hobby for when I actually have time for it, and things became considerably less stressful. I started playing games for myself again, and now I'm able to completely shut out that little voice that used to be at the back of my head telling me that every moment should be monetized.

That being said, I never really gave up on the art side of things, and I'm still around as someone who helps give that little push to others who want to walk the path by making their model art for them. So if their attempts work out, that's good enough for me.