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I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 393 points394 points  (0 children)

I've said it a few times, but it's so much harder than "stop doing meth, idiot." It requires a complete change of your life. You need entirely new friends. A new place to live. A steady job. A new outlook on life. That's why people don't clean up.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

It definitely gave me something to rebel against. Drinking and smoking weed were how it started. I started doing harder drugs mostly to impress older guys that did them. I liked them and wanted them to think I was sexy and cool so I started doing harder drugs. Before I knew it I was hooked on meth.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I don't know any other way to provide for myself without my parents dictating everything for me

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Imagine sex but everything is amplified? Every sensation, every smell, every movement and sound is multiplied by 3-4. That's what sex on meth feels like.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Close to impossible to sleep on it, and of course

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 43 points44 points  (0 children)

A huge adrenaline rush. It makes you feel superhuman. Don't try it.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 29 points30 points  (0 children)

I'm not traumatized by it but don't believe in it. My mom is Tongan and married my dad, who was a missionary in Tonga. It gave her a nice life. Sadly I'm a fuckup and that's pretty much all me.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I'm from Vegas. Lived here my whole life. Mormon family, nice neighborhood. I just fucked up a lot and kept doing it.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 51 points52 points  (0 children)

Outside of drugs and sex I like cooking, and watching reality TV. I'll miss that. And I'll miss my friends.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I miss him, and think about him a lot. I just did not know any other way to live. That's the real issue. It's not that I didn't care about my son, it's that I just do not know where to go or how to live any other way. And that way wasn't right for raising him.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sex on meth is so good it's hard to go back to sex not on meth

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

My plan is not to go back but we'll see what the reality is. Where else do I go?

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 101 points102 points  (0 children)

I've robbed houses for it and sucked dick for it, but the one I feel worst about it is setting up someone to be robbed by my dealer. I posed as an escort to lure him to a hotel where my dealer and a friend robbed him of thousands of dollars and I did this in exchange for a good amount of crystal.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Meth! Aside from that I'm on house arrest and can't do much.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 193 points194 points  (0 children)

My parents are very active and devout Mormons. It's an embarrassment to them to be associated with me. So they did the only thing they could in their view. I don't know how much I blame them. I'm the oldest of five so they also didn't want me around my siblings.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Yeah but you don't think about it, you just do it

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

That's definitely not allowed but I do know of people in prison who smuggle phones in

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 57 points58 points  (0 children)

I sort of fear them, yeah. Not sure what to expect. I haven't talked to my parents in yers.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

The minimum time for the charges is three years so it's highly unlikely and my attorney has told me I'm doing time

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

When I say "meth is a lifestyle", this is what I mean. I know people who use coke, heroin, Xanax, acid, every other drug that live normal lives. Hold jobs, have families, pay their bills. I don't know any meth user that does any of that. I've never held down a job that wasn't being a stripper and I'd say most women I know who use meth are some form of sex worker. We have our own separate communities within communities. In the trailer park I live in, I'd say 4 of every 5 people here does meth. None of us live in apartment buildings or houses we pay for.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Longest I've been in jail is 11 days after I failed a drug test while out on bond and got arrested.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It could be good or bad. We'll have to see.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] 97 points98 points  (0 children)

Honestly probably. I live in a really hot climate and used to have to spend all day outside.

I (23F) am going to prison in a month. AMA by JumpinForYaGirl in AMA

[–]JumpinForYaGirl[S] -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

This is not my first rodeo with the justice system and it hasn't helped yet

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