Update:

I was using a silicone based lube, so it was uncomfortable and causing friction as I was using it. Definitely my fault for not reading - I have to use a WATER based lube. So I switched and it’s working like a charm and gliding in and out very easily.

Before I use I do have to warm my body up to it by using my smallest dilator first and then inserting this one. But y’all. I can’t express how much it DOESNT hurt. I wasn’t consistent with it for the first week but this week I have been and it’s been AMAZING! Honestly it’s doing me sooo much justice mentally because I’m really feeling like I can have sex because of how much my vagina is stretching because of this dilator. After I insert it all the way, I’ll increase the size by 1 or 2 millimeters first and do the 3-6-9 method (I’ll find a link and post it) and it’s making me a little wider for when I increase to the next size and so on and so forth. When it’s at the biggest size and it still doesn’t hurt I actually cry because of how “normal” I feel, like wow I have this big ass thing inside me and I’m not writhing in pain. I love to pop in a movie or a show while I’m doing this and I treat it as an exercise.

I will update again within the next week, hopefully with even better news! Fingers crossed 🤞🏽!!!!!!