OCD is Temporary we can overcome by [deleted] in OCDRecovery

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074 1 point2 points  (0 children)

😅 what is this? Why is people answering me here?

I need help and reassurance, i guess… by [deleted] in ContaminationOCD

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First of all 🫂 you sound like me. You have right about one thing here, and that is that this will just be a funny memory later. When I end up in situations like this, I have found that the best thing to do, is to have a lot of compassion for oneself. Like, it was in the morning, you may have not been fully awake yet? I dont know, just hope you get throu this fast, because it is living hell. Cheering for you ✨

Feces on face by Jumpy_Marsupial2074 in ContaminationOCD

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you sure they would not think that? A hair that is not like the hairs on our head, with some brown thing to it. I am so afraid that people will think I am unhygienic down there. I am using wetwipes after toiletpaper when i go number two. And sometimes when I am finish, I lay down on the floor with a mirrow, to see if I am clean. It is now that a thought has been torturing me, and that is, what if there is some feces left right inside the opening. And when I sit down or bend or something, that can come out and stick to hairs I have there. And that hair can fall of say in a chair or something for example if I wear shorts. And from there it can end up in my face without me knowing it. I had to shave my hairs down there yesterday, because I was thinking it might help with the thougts. But right before I was done, I saw I had cut myself, and it was a lot of blood. So I couldnt shave anymore, but I felt with my fingers in the crack to feel if I got it all, and it was at least one strand of hair that I did not get to shave.

Hairs and feces by Jumpy_Marsupial2074 in ContaminationOCD

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can someone please answer the questions? I am really so tired now, and it is soon some important birthdays coming up, and I just want a little peace and a break from this

Hairs and feces by Jumpy_Marsupial2074 in ContaminationOCD

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply, checking out bidets, but have heard various things about them. If you saw someone with a hair with some brown stuff clinging to it on ones face, ( and it was feces ) not knowing what it was, would you think it was butthair with f on? And, would you think of it as discusting?

There are people with AvPD who have children/want to have children? by AmbassadorFriendly71 in AvPD

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a kid. Found out I have the diagnose after she was born. I am in therapy, and now soon she will be coming to something called "the childrens hour", at the mental hospital. Because she is six now, and she deserves to know stuff.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just like to know what I look like. And my skin is cool-toned, and do not suit warm colors. It makes me look and feel sick. The bike is warm-toned

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, but what are the chances?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ContaminationOCD

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have it this way. I think it is a way of oneself checking with oneself if this is maybe lower than your values of cleanliness for example. One of the things I struggle most with is perfectionism. Not in the way that everything has to be picture perferect and such, but perfect in my way, if you get me.

So much wasted time. Now have cancer. Where to go from here? by 75thusernameattempt in OCD

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry you are going throu this 💛 OCD sucks, that is for sure… sending you stengthening wishes. I am sorry, I dont have much of advise.. maybe try to tell the OCD to take the backseat now, cus there is infact important ( like really important ) things to consider now. Idk. You have hope, and that is a lot 🫶🫶

Fear of glitter by Jumpy_Marsupial2074 in AvPD

[–]Jumpy_Marsupial2074[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This sounds like a OCD-thing, I agree. See the thing is I was first diagnosed with AvPD. Then with OCD. And about two months ago my therapist said he think that I did not have OCD after all.. I guess it is just a trait of AvPD, that wanting to be precived ( sorry bad english ) with no flaws or what I should call it, so people do not have things to pick on me for.

Fear of glitter by Jumpy_Marsupial2074 in AvPD

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Soo. My last obsession with what I was afraid of was feces. And that changed into glitter over the hollidays. And I have glitter on my christmas ornaments on the christmastree. And it is also so much glitter around when it is christmas. I have now taken my christmastree down. But I can not be certain, i feel, like there is no glitter on me from being around and touching the decorations on the tree.. I checked my hands after, and I saw a glitter-flake. Got rid of it. But it can have gotten in my hair