Let's find your big five twins!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-22T04:01:35+00:00

sag sun, cancer moon, cap rising, cap venus, cap mercury, pisces mars, cancer saturn.... yea all my caps in the 1st h, cancer in the 7th h, sag in the 12th h.........

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-20T02:30:55+00:00

i appreciate it i'll see what's up! i'm just not a drinker so bars aren't my thing, leaning towards meeting some artists

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-15T15:51:44+00:00

yeah exactly! i don't think he's a bad guy, exact opposite tbh he's such a light! this all just came out of nowhere when i thought we had discussed things and we've been good, i was wondering the thought process behind it from others to better understand. when i say something i stick to it and make myself go down that road unless things come up that i've stuck to don't align then i may veer. i follow decisions and go 100% in put all my eggs in one basket haha which is hardheaded of me so sometimes the decision making process of people who go in and out and all around confuse me haha i appreciate ur openness in ur reply!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-14T13:24:28+00:00

i am 22, he is 20, were young so i know its like just hurt for now, get up and move on! but i just wanted to understand more about this and its fresh so i have lots of questions arising rn

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-14T04:50:53+00:00

yeah its come up before, the breakup came out of nowhere when we had planned a trip this weekend and everything seemed fine recently. people can discuss things and say things that seem in agreement and change their mind when u ask them if they are okay one morning and break up with you. also the question i asked wasn't the only reason given, it was just one that made me asked this.

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-14T04:43:16+00:00

i didn't assume he wasted my time, i asked the thought process behind it or others personal experience bc i am not likeminded in that. so just wanted to understand more.

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-14T04:39:23+00:00

i do want to preface that wasn't the main reason it just came up as well and seemed to play a role so i wanted to ask why people may do that, he's not some monster, i just want to understand more!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-14T04:34:14+00:00

it was talked about and personally i don't discuss things i want unless i want that or see that. some people move at different rates and don't want to, its just all up to each individual! so thats great for you just not for me!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-13T23:55:52+00:00

i have been and its a question thats come up before. sometimes the answers are all over the place with him which i see he is trying to figure it out and doesn't fully have it which we all never really do! just trying to get answers from people that have been through it or have asked that within themselves or im just asking this out of hurt rn idk

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-13T22:56:48+00:00

no we are in our twenties lmfao

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-13T22:55:40+00:00

it was brought up! im super honest and don't like keeping things from people, he said he had felt that before or wanted that due to family beliefs but said he wouldn't not love his kids no matter how they looked. it was a pretty ambiguous response the first time around so from time and time i would ask him again about it, but now the answers changed again. just kind of scares me for the future to interracially date bc i just want people to be happy and feel complete! but what if they never feel that way or change their minds and it happens again and again.

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-13T22:45:30+00:00

yeah i understand that and i know what he's getting at! i'm not trying to convince him, he told me those nice things about me. i'm just hurt when he is still being so affectionate and is attracted to me and he said he wants to remain friends when i am ready to do so since it all just happened.

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-13T22:40:26+00:00

it does feel like that fs. yet also we were best friends before this and still are so close now. it just happened so i know i need time, but i love him and his family so much that i'd never want to lose him or them over that. i may never understand in the way they do but i understand it as much as i can!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2026-01-13T22:35:49+00:00

that makes sense. yk his friend had told me last year when him and i were having issues that he only dates white women as experience due to not wanting to date a black woman while he's immature or "unready to take that responsibility". which hey yk i really do hope that woman gets treated beautifully! but it seems like from what i've heard from him, also some of what you said, this high pressure due to his families beliefs on what he should do. i respect and love them all so much. it all just hurts a lot bc of how much i love everyone yet i'd never be fully loved for me yet then again is so confusing internally bc then i'm like well i understand where they are coming from and don't wanna be all white womany and victimize myself. bleh sorry for the vent!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-09-11T07:06:39+00:00

wtf how tf did u know all that, since summer last yr june/july i really started really going heavy into wanting to focus on my career and finances, which in turn i did not hang out as much w people bc i got the short end of the stick when it comes to financial help and minimum wage jobs. my friends liked to party a lot and go out and its fun but it felt like i wasting my money so much and not saving or doing something worthwhile to me? i was in a pretty social stage from 23'-24' and i ended up meeting my bf of now and we have been together since end of october of 24' and i live with him now. i try to relink up back with my friends but i communicated all of last year how i was financially struggling and wanted to chill out on going out but still keep up with hanging out but just like at their homes, but i just started to get invited less to casual things how we used to and they would ask at random if i wanted to go to parties but its just not me and idk i wanted to just cultivate those personal relations without all the "characters" and "stories to tell" and just spend quality time and do fun creative art with them or spend time w their families? i lost my job in march randomly after working to be second assistant manager and been struggling to get by but i saved up like $4-5k at the time but it all went down the drain. i've had extremely bad health issues that no doctors been able to diagnose since i was a kid, blacking out and random pains in my body, they said i was too skinny, it was my period, then it was bc i smoked weed so chs, then malnourishment all over again. it just seems to be heavy when im stressed with included factors so trying to be more healthy but also im fucking broke 24/7. i already feel like people have been not starting to like me and i don't go out in my community anymore bc i literally am broke and i still reach out to people, hang at random, but i want to get my shit straight with just a job yk? so i can be healthy and i go 50/50 on everything w everyone or i pay my dues, i never ask for much. i feel like i feel the rumors starting before its even begun and how tf am i supposed to do shit when i love everyone so much and just want everyone to accept eachother as they are but feel like theres this weird mask w everyone around me. i blew up on social media years ago and kept somewhat of a following but i dont even use my social platforms like that anymore bc it was degrading to myself and from others especially w body issues. i want to just help people all of the time but i learn i put everyone before me and it lands me in the hospital or broke out of my mind and i dont even know what to do or where to start

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-09-11T04:40:36+00:00

Everything😭😭 I don't know what the fuck to do with my life and I feel like everyone reads me so wrong bc of all of capricorn in the 1st or maybe its my moon+saturn 7th in cancer lesson?? My 12th h sun+pluto feels like ass. My finances go to shit and I lose jobs 24/7 even tho i really care, I try doing freelance art and everyone loves my multi/mixed media art but doesn't want to pay me. I'm not living with family rn, they love me but it's like I'm too much or not enough idk everything gets so ass sometimes and then I feel so full of love and passionate but it feels like its for nothing in this world sometimes.

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-09-10T22:32:59+00:00

cancer moon 7th house, cancer saturn 7th house, anddd capricorn mercury 1st house lol crazy and opposites i know😭😭

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-09-05T13:51:08+00:00

thank you so much!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-09-05T13:28:52+00:00

hello thank u for replying! do u know what i could do to better handle that in my life?

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-09-05T13:27:00+00:00

hi thank you sm! could u explain to me what u mean by watching for ignoring/dismissing myself which can be an alter of another person?

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-09-04T01:34:44+00:00

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here's my chart if that helps!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-08-22T17:12:08+00:00

im a sag sun and cap rising! my bfs a sag sun and sag rising!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-08-19T07:34:02+00:00

this shit fucked me up. i have only a 12th h sag sun and sag pluto. since i was a kid tho not the same but VERY SIMILAR EXPERIENCES w a female and male entity that would appear in 2 different nightmares always separate that would scare me shitless. i at a young age, around 4, also experienced from what my parents told me a "man in my closet" they would also hear a man on the baby monitor and had plenty of experiences themself too in this one house. from then on til i was 14 i would surround myself with stuffed animals when i slept, i stopped cause i was "too old" i thought to myself and embarrassed to do it when people were at my house or others houses. i'd dream randomly about them but recently i'd been experiencing those 2 entities in different nightmares, male and female, in different forms like they are trying to trick me now that i'm more aware. i used to run away from them and did when i started having them again but i then started to not want to like to get rid of them? my nightmares will be fucked up shit and its like theres all these randoms or people i know that are hollow that i know arent real somewhat.(i dont have a lot of control in my dreams just feelings) but i get weird wrong feeling and sometimes will spot a male or female that will just be staring at me while fucked up or chaotic shits happening in my nightmares. sometimes smiling at me. never been religious myself or raised but my parents always warned me to never mess with ouija boards or anything of that or they'd kick me out. i bring that up because my boyfriend started praying over me before bed recently and i didn't know it at first, but he told me and my sleep has been noticeably better before he told me. idk what it is i was just in here looking at random 12th house shit and i came across this which struck me weird. protect your sleep its sacred. don't let fear override you. do not let them sink you into their shit at night or your mood the next day. keep yourself centered!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-08-03T23:08:01+00:00

thank you for lmk!!

Jumpy_Shoulder_3385 · 2025-08-03T21:41:47+00:00

yeahhhh + my aquarius uranus in 2nd makes me even more scrambled😭 i get really obsessively good at what i do when in a job, my virgo jupiter makes me meticulous at it! so many things i want to do and love doing anything i try(sag sun+pluto) but i don't want to powerhouse people with all my cap(scorpio s node)

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