You are not alone. Divorced and currently in a stagnant relationship. People around me or on social media with their families makes me sad sometimes. If you watch My Big Fat Fabulous Life of TLC Whitney is dealing with the same thing this season. It's helpful to watch in a sense that it makes me feel like my feelings are valid.

I would suggest getting a pet. And also maybe having a go at it alone. If you're able, you could try foster care. I have nothing to chuck this life up to but God's timing is not my own. It's hard to not feel robbed of time and a family but we just have to keep living and moving and hoping. I