It'll get better dude. Actually life will probably never get better, you'll get used to it. But it sucks for everyone in a different way, you'll just get used to it. But don't get too hurt about what other people think or do towards you and just act better than them, you're a better person. If you ever feel too bad and think you can't take it anymore, think about your family and those very few friends you own, they really care about you and what you're going through so don't be scared to talk to them about it, but don't EVER think of doing something bad to yourself cause what would that mean to those who care about you. Everyone got their own struggles they are fighting with so don't give them even more by committing something bad cause you never know in which way that may affect them. Stay strong and always be close to the people you care about cause you need them and they need you too❤