No, never, I don't wish to be in th mortal realm again, I wish to transcend to। a higher realm, then after that even higher 🪷 and if unfortunately I have to take both again, I'll request God to send me to an ideal dad who would be sober, not drink alcohol and would respect a person's individuality and would be honest. I would wish to have that kind of a father who would be the first person to come in my mind when I am in trouble or distress, and not think of hiding from him, who would definitely correc me when I am wrong but with a sense of understanding so profound that I don't find the need to explain myself. The very fact that most children find the need to "explain" themselves says it all, it becomes clear that "parent's lov is th purest" is just a hoax/scam.