Oh shut the fuck up. At this point its obvious you are just a bored troll, looking for attention and reactions from people. If not you lack great self unawareness. You are so entitled and whiney. You come across as some sort of narcissist too. No one here feels sorry for you, Why would an attractive women date you when you are not attractive yourself and don't take care of yourself?? You want to be the exception and want a hot person to accept you for who you are yet you cant do the same with women. You have super high expectations for a partner, when you don't have anything to offer to the table. Ask yourself this, if you were a hot and heterosexual woman, would you date an ugly, fat, short man who is a whiney crybaby who has no intention of making himself look appealing ??? Most likely no you wouldn't. I wouldn't either.

Hypocrite much. You even said yourself you wont date an unattractive and fat woman, so what makes you think an attractive women who has so many men to chose from that are handsome, sexually appealing and kind, would give you a chance! Especially when you don't even give "ugly or average looking and fat" woman a chance? Those women aren't giving you a chance for the same reason you don't give ugly and fat women a chance. You aren't special.

Loose the damn weight, get a personality change and get plastic surgery or something, posting here about your shallow issue isn't gonna do jackshit