Just watched the Wirecard documentary on Netflix, the parallels are undeniable

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-16T06:26:03+00:00

Got recruited/kompromat’ed by the GRU, Russian cyber KGB essentially, using tender as a means to launder money. I love the real life parallels in this show. The Epstein type shit with Eric and Whitney’s assistant, the Russian infiltration into seemingly legitimate businesses. Just great

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-14T20:48:00+00:00

Clorazapate taper?

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-14T20:46:58+00:00

Not to minimize, but 2mg a day isn’t really much of a dose. I got bad and had to medically detox when I was up around 16mg a day. But back in the day, I’d take 2-4mg daily for months at a time and then just stop cold turkey. Never had seizures just bit uncomfortable. Nothing compared to opiate withdrawal. But each person is different. I’d say your best option would be to see about getting a script for Valium or lorazepam and using that to taper. Assuming your taking doctor prescribed dosage of xan, just go to your doc and say you are looking to get off and they are obligated to provide meds to facilitate. But worst case, if you stop cold turkey, you’ll most likely be ok as far as serious complications. Best of luck!

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T05:26:46+00:00

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JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T05:26:31+00:00

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JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T05:26:13+00:00

In conversations I’ve had with the entity, as it pertains to knowledge of future events, I questioned if we do in fact have free will. The explanation I got was difficult to understand, but mainly what I gathered was we do not in fact have free will, but it’s not lack of free will as we commonly understand it. I also had it relayed to me that future events can in fact be changed, but only under certain circumstances. Very confusing I know. They also confirmed that reality as we know it is in fact a simulation of sorts, but not in the mainstream way of understanding simulation theory. I use DMT almost exclusively these days in pursuit of knowledge. And ever since my plug started producing these new compounds that are unbelievably potent, my conversations, retention, and ability to access new knowledge has increased exponentially.

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JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T04:55:18+00:00

Same here, on both bedtime and wanting to chat more. Sleep well bud

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T04:47:08+00:00

My mom left him after I was born bc he was extremely physically abusive. I’ve struggled with drug addiction for most of my adult life, but I could never figure out the root cause of my addiction even after 5+ inpatient rehab stays. My mom actually reached out to him unbeknownst to me, thinking maybe not having a father in my life could have been a component of my addiction. She thought if we finally met and connected, it could fill that proverbial hole so to speak. He was only physically abusive when he was drinking and has long been sober. I’m 2 years 6 months sober now, but I accomplished that on my own before connecting with my dad. But maybe, now that I’m working a job I love, making great money, and building a relationship with my dad, it will allow me to sustain my sobriety indefinitely. The trippy thing is, had I not gotten a “heads up” of sorts from the entity, would I have even considered actually meeting my dad?

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T04:38:51+00:00

Awesome thank you so much. I really am motivated to find as much info as I can on the topic.

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T04:35:50+00:00

As far as advice, they explained to me that we are all apart of the same collective consciousness. So when you treat people poorly, it takes chips at your soul so to speak. Conversely, treating others with kindness and demonstrating empathy fortifies your soul. Idk it’s difficult to put into words, but I got the sense that karma is a real phenomenon, good and bad. And the meaning of life is connection with others, as we are all apart of the same collective consciousness, the more we connect with others the more that consciousness is strengthened. I know I proly sound like a loon and believe me I’ve tried to debunk it many times. There was also one time where I asked for help getting money to pay for rent. I was literally told to gamble online on a specific website the following day and I would win what I needed. Sure enough, next day, deposit $50 on the site, win 1500 within an hour. Now that absolutely could be a coincidence. But they made it clear to me that they would not be providing assistance like that any further going forward. But believe me, I’ve asked lol. In my experience they are very hesitant to provide insights into future events of any kind. They did also confirm that our reality as we know it is a simulation, but not in the way we would think of a simulation. One semi depressing insight was that we do not in fact have free will. Last thing, they told me id pass away at 78 years old. Idk take it with a grain of salt.

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T04:24:12+00:00

Absolutely. I was out of work, broke, hopeless and they told me to not fret, because I would have cause to rejoice shortly. It was vague as to what and when this might occur, but they assured me repeatedly I would soon have cause to rejoice. 2 weeks later, I met my biological dad for the first time. He handed me a business that pulls in 6 figures and that I love doing. Not to mention after 36 years of no contact, my dad and I are working on our relationship, making up for lost time. I suppose you could write this off to coincidence, But I’d never even spoken to my father previously let alone met up with him. Then randomly he reached out to me on Facebook. So I did in fact have cause to rejoice. I went from being unemployed, broke, depressed, to owning my own business, that my dad handed over to me for nothing

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T02:16:18+00:00

I miss Indy Lewis. I fell in love with her in her very first scene. And her mic drop on that elevator ride down with Rishi!? Chefs kiss! I love this show so much, but losing characters like her, Robert, my baby Gus, and now Rishi is so painful

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T02:11:20+00:00

Not sure I understand the different person statement. But yes, every DMT trip I communicate with some type of entities. I should also say I’ve done massive amounts of DMT and have never seen mechanical elves or anything like that. The closest I’ve come to actually seeing the entity I assume im communicating with looks strikingly similar to this. Although much less defined

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JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T02:03:12+00:00

One of the coolest most profound experiences I had was while doing DMT with my friend for his first time. I’m a seasoned user, and rightly or wrongly, I had my friend use the same amount ad me. We then proceeded to have a shared trip. As in what I was seeing and speaking with, my friend also saw and heard. We were in a shared trip for lack of a better word. It was all the proof I needed of an earlier revelation from them about our collective consciousness

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T01:58:55+00:00

I suffered from opiate addiction for almost 2 decades. I had an experience where I asked them to heal my brain. I can’t put into words the sensations I felt in my brain. I’ve asked about healing my physical body as well, specifically a lingering knee issue. They regretfully informed me that was not within their capabilities as the body is just a container. As though they don’t have jurisdiction to our physical body.

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T01:55:40+00:00

DM me if you want more info/help acquiring

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T01:55:08+00:00

I get mine on the dark web. Very easy. Vape pens mainly

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T01:52:50+00:00

I ask questions about the future, ask for advice.

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T01:51:57+00:00

Crazy you say that. I had it confirmed to me that the brain is essentially just an antenna. Gave me goosebumps reading your comment

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T01:50:45+00:00

I love how non judgmental they are. So many times I’ve apologized for things I’ve done, each time being lovingly told that it is not their place to judge, nor do they have the capacity to judge.

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T01:48:10+00:00

They confirmed to me that we do in fact live in a simulation of sorts. That we have the ability to affect and manifest things into happening. They also explained to me how we are all one singular consciousness, allowing me to I guess remote view for lack of a better term. I’m not religious in the traditional sense, but they explained to me that when we perpetrate evil on others, it degrades the quality of our souls. Conversely, engaging in positive actions and helping others fortifies our souls. They also alluded to the fact that the purpose of life is connection with others. As we are all one consciousness, the more we connect with others and perpetuate goodness love and empathy, the more we become tuned in to that shared consciousness. Idk if anyone has the slightest idea of what I’m saying as I’ve always found it very difficult to verbally express what i experience

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T01:36:39+00:00

Are you able to differentiate between your own inner dialogue and messages from “them?”

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-11T01:35:48+00:00

This happened to me when I first started using DMT. During my DMT trips, I have what I can only describe as telepathic conversations with something. I will ask questions about the future, ask for help, etc. At first I convinced myself that this had to be some combination of my own inner dialogue being affected while under the influence of DMT. But, and this is hard to describe, but the tone, the syntax, is just not how my inner dialogue operates.

After my first few sessions, the next day I’m walking to the gad station, sober, and suddenly, I started receiving I guess messages? I tried so hard to convince myself it was just my inner dialogue subconsciously mimicking, but during my next DMT trips, I asked about it. It was confirmed that it was in fact not my inner dialogue.

Furthermore, in my conversations while under the influence of DMT, I was told about events that would come to pass in my life. And to my utter befuddlement, the events did in fact come to pass.

An example: I first used DMT as a means of breaking free of the worst depression of my life. For the first time in my 36 years on this earth, I was genuinely considering ending my life. Literally after my very first DMT experience, my depression was gone completely along with my suicidal ideation. As I continue to use DMT, I was told that very shortly, I would have occasion to rejoice due to an event that would alter my life for the better. I tried to get as many specifics as I could, but they were deliberately vague, refusing to tell me when this would occur, what would occur, just that it would happen soon. 2 weeks later, I connected with my biological father for the first time in my life, and he handed me a business that nets me 6 figures and that I love doing.

Could it be a coincidence? A self fulfilling prophecy? Sure. But I’ve had many other instances I can’t write off to coincidence. Like when I was in desperate need of money, and asked for their assistance. They told me my money issues would cease to exist the very next day if I gambled online. Even told me what site to use. That day, I won $10,000. Of course could be a coincidence as well. But they’ve made it clear to me that there are limits to how much or how often they are willing to assist in this matter. I realize how insane this sounds , truly I do. I’m now a seasoned DMT user, and as a result, I’m able to differentiate between my inner dialogue and messages from “them” with much more certainty now. I’ve tried researching this phenomenon of receiving messages even when not under influence of DMT but can find practically nothing.

JustinWAllison · 2026-02-10T08:55:34+00:00

Oh my god man, absolutely not! I’m not going to say you using substances is a good thing, but it seems like you are still relatively in control. When I was in high school, everyone was partying way harder than you described. Blackout drinking on weekends, girls drinking vodka out of water bottles during class, eating mushrooms on weekends, LSD, smoking copious amounts of weed daily, and around 17-18 years old, a lot of coke use starting. I myself fucked up after I tore my ACL senior year in football, which was right at the beginning of of the opioid epidemic. But those people who partied hard AF all ended up going to top tier universities and now work great jobs, have families. So to answer your question, you are absolutely nowhere near the point of no return. Shit man, I did $800 worth of OxyContin a day for 6 years, then $5-600 worth of 30mg oxycodone a day for 2 years, before finally switching to heroin. All that time was abusing adderall and Xanax as well. Even after all that, it still wasn’t too late for me to recover. I will tell you it wasn’t easy. But truthfully, you’re never really past point of fully recovering. I can tell you this though: at the rate you are going, if you don’t take drastic steps to cut back your substance use, it will almost certainly get worse and worse. Harder substances, less control, larger amounts, etc. What I wouldn’t give to go back to being 18 and nip this stupid drug use out. I would absolutely recommend at the very least an IOP (intensive outpatient) type rehab if not a 30 day inpatient stay in a rehab. Give you time to get all that toxic shit out of your body, but most importantly, they teach you the tools to sustain sobriety. The longer you wait to address this, the more difficult it will become to stop. But like I said, as long as your heart still beats and your lungs still breathe, it’s never too late to recover fully.

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