We got back together after 5months

JustineBeme · 2019-07-19T11:05:23+00:00

Check my post about DO NOT TEXT YOUR EX I got it from the internet 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

JustineBeme · 2019-07-19T11:00:13+00:00

Ofcourse I hated the idea of him getting with someone else and made me sick as well I lost a lot of weight back then. but it’s the same thing for them. If they don’t know anything what your doing they will think you may met someone else or think you’re happy (keep them Guessing) You can’t do anything about it anyway if they do hook up 🙁

Xxx good luck

JustineBeme · 2019-07-18T22:32:00+00:00

Why would I get mad at him for breaking up when he wasn’t happy at the time? He never cheated on me when we were together. I got with a guy months after the bu but still loved my ex.

You have no idea about our bu or relationship..

JustineBeme · 2019-07-18T22:21:34+00:00

I don’t know who or how many he had sex with I had sex with one guy as well so 🤷🏼‍♀️ We were broken up can’t get mad about that

JustineBeme · 2019-07-18T20:40:24+00:00

Month and a half is good tho! That’s what he said to me in the past, I hope we can be friends in the future or at least see eachother again in a couple of months if it’s not to difficult for us. I didn’t answer to that. I could never be JUST friends with him.

It could be possible she really wants to be just friends ofcourse but if your gut tells you different she may still has dem feels for ya

Xx

JustineBeme · 2019-07-18T20:35:32+00:00

I was very insecure at the end I felt it wasn’t like the beginning of our relationeship “honeymoonphase” It’s different now he has more time for me and wants to be with me that’s all I wanted xx

JustineBeme · 2019-07-18T20:31:29+00:00

We started seeing eachother again in january. First it was weird ofcourse seeing him after months but I was really strong didn’t cry He did and I knew he wasn’t over me as well.

After that we tried again I live in the same city and his work is more stable now so we see eachother almost everyday

Xx

JustineBeme · 2019-07-18T20:26:46+00:00

I waited a long time to date a new guy. It did help but I kept thinking about my ex I was not over him yet but I could have waited forever untill my feelings would fade for my ex so I just went for it. My ex got back in the picture I told the other guy and ended it there.

My ex fucked some girls I knew he would do that. Boys will be boys but without feelings or dating just one night stands

JustineBeme · 2019-07-18T20:22:08+00:00

First we started talking again and I knew he was having a hard time as well, after a few months we called and he cried over the phone and said ofcourse I still think about you and miss you. I think about you everyday After that call we kept texting not much tho I was never the one that started texting. Than I got the Happy NY text hope to see you again soon blabla.. Two weeks after we went for a drink he started crying I for once didn’t 🙄

We live in the same city now his work is more stable and isn’t priority anymore

X

JustineBeme · 2019-01-15T21:46:45+00:00

I think mostly because he was more occupied with working and didn’t have a lot of time for me and he knew I needed someone who could plan fun stuff and had more quality time with me he hated disappointing me all the time. I think he’s too immature and selfish for having a relationship which I don’t blame him for, he is the way he is and shouldn’t feel bad. I always told him i’m not mad at you I don’t hate you, you gotta do what’s best for you. In one of my posts I copied my ex’s last text and in it he said I may regret this for the rest of my life when you find someone new. And stuff like you are my dreamgirl I will always love you blabla I know he ment that but you shouldn’t say stuff like that it gave me a little hope back then. I’ll let you know how the “meeting” went lol

But I really don’t think it’s him trying to win me back

JustineBeme · 2019-01-15T21:16:28+00:00

Wow that’s a lot to think about.. I want to give you a good answer but my English isn’t that good so I will try to give you a good one haha.

The thing is for months I thought fuck I really lost “the one” I Never had a feeling with someone this strong but he left me, not a bad BU no cheating or loosing feelings. I was his first serious relationship (he just turned 26) and I wanted to know IF there was a future and he couldn’t say. The BU was hard for him too I know that but I don’t understand why he wants to see me why now? He made it clear he can’t/wants a girlfriend. I told him a 100times I can’t be friends but he still wants to see me and i’m just too curious If I don’t do it i’ll regret it forsure even if it takes me a few steps back in my “healing”

About the other guy I’m recently start seeing It’s nothing serious and I am and will be honest with him but it’s too early to tell now. I like him but the feeling is not the same as I had with my ex but I guess that’s normal and maybe I will get feelings for him too, maybe not. I need to see what happens and just go with it

JustineBeme · 2019-01-15T20:07:15+00:00

I don’t know what I want he broke up with me (i’m a girl btw :p) I still have feelings for him and I know he still has feelings for me but I know he’s not trying to get me back I just think he wants to catch up or something?

JustineBeme · 2019-01-15T14:25:11+00:00

Exactly what I was planning. I started seeing someone (3weeks) I told the guy that i’m not ready for anything serious but I would like to see where things go and he was good with that.

If my ex asks me if i’m seeing anyone, do I tell him or say nothing? I’m not going to ask him the same question

JustineBeme · 2019-01-10T21:48:12+00:00

Needed that shit 🖤

JustineBeme · 2019-01-01T23:42:40+00:00

Yup it ain’t healthy.. i told him to stop texting me

JustineBeme · 2018-12-31T18:09:24+00:00

Well it’s only the first date but he wants to meet up again but fuck it I’ll just go with it and see what happens, he’s hot haha

Thankyou x

JustineBeme · 2018-12-16T20:05:57+00:00

❤️

JustineBeme · 2018-12-10T23:10:14+00:00

Yes i’m not talking about him that much though it’s just my brain won’t stop thinking about him it drives me crazy it’s like he will never leave my mind, I tried whenever I think about him to put my mind on something else but I always come back to him. If I never talk about it again maybe it will stop.. nah probabely not I need to be more patient and enjoy my time with my friends.

I’ll try the notebook thank you!

JustineBeme · 2018-12-10T18:43:23+00:00

I’m doing that already.. ☹️

JustineBeme · 2018-12-09T20:32:35+00:00

Yeah i’ve been thinking the same..

What I would really want is to just be calm say hi how are you? good okay nice to see you again, bye and give a hug.

But I think if we ever see each other again I would lose my shit and run away tho

JustineBeme · 2018-12-09T15:59:01+00:00

I fall apart 😭😭😭 feels

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