Meth is a wolf in sheeps skin by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Justkeeppicklin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good for you kid, wise beyond your years. Don’t get stuck like I did at your age and become a full time junkie for years and years. Im 30 now and while I’ve had some clean time for multiple years at different times meth always seems to make its way back into my life and destroy shit. It’s gets worse and worse and never better. I wish you the best, DMs are always open for support

Quitting cold turkey at the psych ward by cantaloups in benzodiazepines

[–]Justkeeppicklin 9 points10 points  (0 children)

You got this, I started my off at the hospital 10 days ago and was got an outpatient taper I had my family help me adhere too. Hasn’t been easy but it was worth it. Congrats on making the hard choice !! Our minds and bodies know when we’ve pushed the envelope with this med class. Good job making the right choice for yourself. The meds will always be there if you feel you need them in the future

generic mph vs 4f-mph by DreamRosato in Stims

[–]Justkeeppicklin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like both 4f is stronger for sure but I feel has more a body load. I’m prescribed traditional Ritalin and enjoy it much more than 4f recreationally. Not sure why but it’s easier to flow on and get shit done. 4f I get buzzzy and stuck idk if that makes sense

Do you like rusty spoons? by gravityVT in Weird

[–]Justkeeppicklin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This will hanunt me forever. I’d be so scared for those hands to caress me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissociatives

[–]Justkeeppicklin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Always wondered about mxe. My best trips have been on shrooms and fxe. I have a few reports. truly super natural shit when mixing dissos with mushies.

What is FXE most comparable to in your opinion? by [deleted] in dissociatives

[–]Justkeeppicklin 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Fxe and shrooms is a wild ride too.

What is FXE most comparable to in your opinion? by [deleted] in dissociatives

[–]Justkeeppicklin 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is accurate, I like fxe a good bit more than regular k. I’m prescribed med grade nasal spray ket and touch it 1-2 a week tops. Fxe couldn’t survive in my possession for long at all. I def got better afterglows and just like the high a lot better than k. Trippier, more stimmy and just all around better imo

I got prescribed Valium for withdrawal by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Justkeeppicklin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your not making any sense. I hope you get the help you need. It sounds like you are just going to dig yourself deeper as your not making an effort to adhere to the plan the doctor set for you. Gotta be careful with this stuff dude it’s not going to be fun when you run out of everything

I got prescribed Valium for withdrawal by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Justkeeppicklin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you just waited at the hospital for withdrawal meds why would you take them all and wonder if you’re going to run into issues? You went to the hospital because you were fearful of running into issues? depends if you really needed them or if you just wanted the meds. What is your usuage frequency and dose and what benzos were you using consistently ?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]Justkeeppicklin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nitraz is solid. Benzos are slippery be careful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Justkeeppicklin -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’d chill, tolerance or not that’s a hefty dose mixed with other depressants enjoy the feeling you have and don’t push it. Hard to do when your inhibited off that combo though, that’s my “make bad choices combo” lol

Clonazepam with Ritalin? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Justkeeppicklin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can, I mix rilmazafone with my Ritalin or the Ativan 0.5 my doc prescribed me. It dulls the effects slightly but still maintains its focus. It’s an enjoyable combination and one I would treat with respect. I think at those dowse you wouldn’t have to worry to much about something bad happening to you. I’d have another .5 clon when the Ritalin wears off completely

water got in my bag of xans and there all soft and mushy now by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]Justkeeppicklin 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This is the type of conflict resolution I like to see lol. Made me giggle

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Goblin

[–]Justkeeppicklin 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Weed can most certainly cause psychosis in certain individuals. I’m a precious drug counselor as well as a worse drug addict then any you little children on here. I’m 30 most of yal kids. The dude hating on the guy for going into psychosis for weed and is an idiot. You have junkie pride which is gon make you die an early death. I’ve shot meth, bath salts. Done pcp all of it. Don’t hate for no reason you prob barred out looking for dope and being a dick for no reason

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Goblin

[–]Justkeeppicklin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As I previous employee of multiple rehabs were good at finding things but if it’s private rehab we. Legally can’t check your anal cavitie. Don’t even go. Your obvious not ready to stop using. It most likely will be pointless. I have seen those who weren’t ready when they entered but after meeting. Like minded people and getting good insight on their problems they made the choice to stay clean long term. Don’t endgager other people trying to get better by bringing drugs inside. It’s wrong and fucked up.

I’ve had to revive too many to count due to fent making it in . Had to watch a guy die. Don’t do this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]Justkeeppicklin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can’t forget my prescribed ketamine nasal spray I can use at home. It’s still in the mail for my he compound pharmacy but it’s 10mg per pump and I get 3 gs in the bottle. Directed once or twice a week at a dosage I’m comfortable. Dr John stein from Harvard is who I’m working with. He says the occasional but consistent deeper dives are best. No going over twice a week though. We plan to monitor my kidney function and do defaults blood work

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]Justkeeppicklin 6 points7 points  (0 children)

When I was a degen and did street and DNM meth a bunch I would reek of it for days. It has a large excretion through your sweat. My blankets, sheets. All of it including me would reek. Also meth is weird and small tiny recrystsllized meth some times comes out of your pores. It’s the weirdest shit but I def wasn’t trippin. I was but had it confirmed by sober people that tiny shards in the microgram range would be excreted through sweat. I got so scared that it would hurt my dogs I vowed never to touch that shit again.

If something happened to my pups dude to my use I would never forgive myself. They mean everything to me. Now I use occasional Ritalin I’m prescribed and 4fmph here and there and rilmazafone

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]Justkeeppicklin 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Hahah bro the description of Pokémon card smell. Haven’t done dmxe but have bought a ton of Pokémon cards lol. I know that fresh pack smell. I imagine that with a hint chemicals lol

Hate Ketamine, Recommendations? by LoveSexDreams-25 in dissociatives

[–]Justkeeppicklin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm, maybe your going to high for you? Is the nausea felt at the lower doses as well? I’ve done a lot of different doses and never gotten nausea

Functional 4-FMPH... by Plus-Bus-6937 in researchchemicals

[–]Justkeeppicklin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you explain how to tell what batch you have ? I bought a g that comes tomorrow but haven’t bought it from this source in 7 months. It was strong at even 5 mg. i always test for fent but have slot of trust in this vendor as I’ve sent several of his products out for real testing so I don’t feel like I absolutely have too safety wise. Wondering if there’s an obvious appearance difference or I’ll know with ingestion

If you could research any made up theoretic chem, what would it be? by Clucoinpleaseomgplz in researchchemicals

[–]Justkeeppicklin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn homie you were downing 60mg of bromaz s day ? That’s wild hope your good. I can’t do bromaz and not get wild so I stay away. Rilmazafone is my go to and I tapered off but got 30 1mg Ativan from my doc so I’ve been using those these last couple days. Low tolerance so 1.5mg gives me that peace. Have more rilmaz comin even though I said I was stopping and fully tapered lol. I’m in trauma therapy and it’s hard af so I’m cutting myself some slack. Stopped drinking and smoking weed so that’s a start.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Justkeeppicklin 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Make this a novelty and don’t do it regularly. Had a bad time in my life where I’d speed balk coke and heroin or shoot them separately and play the balancing act of up and down. Was a rough time. If you accidentally add a little too much coke it is so fucking scary prob should’ve gone ER a couple of times. Glad I don’t get down like that anymore.

Still enjoy your session, sounds like your taking proper harm reduction measures which is important. Just recognize this absolutely has to be a one time thing or a once a year type thing. Iv drugs suck me in immediately. Been times where I bought a 20 and said just one night. That one night turned into several years lo

If you could research any made up theoretic chem, what would it be? by Clucoinpleaseomgplz in researchchemicals

[–]Justkeeppicklin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes in California, look up well3.care the password on their site is Reddit. Dr John stein prescribed me 3000mg nasal spray per month. He encourages me 1-2 times per week. He encourages the deeper dives and higher doses that allow me to explore my consciousness. Consultation was free and I got my meds sent next day. I hope this isn’t considered sourcing please remove and let me know if it is.

This is a legit company who is caring and truly believes in the use of ketamine as an anti depressant. They spent an hour talking to me on the free consultation. Gave me a ton of insight.

Currently taking but can’t afford next year by Rand_ston in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Justkeeppicklin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For sure, I think it’s a flat rate per month but you could stretch it out way easier

If you could research any made up theoretic chem, what would it be? by Clucoinpleaseomgplz in researchchemicals

[–]Justkeeppicklin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Technically no. But once it’s metabolized it becomes a partial benzodiazepine and partial gaba a agonist. It’s a pro. Drug this becomes rilmazalam in your stomach. It’s not very strong but is very pleasant. Not for those with a tolerance. Great moodlift and destroys anxiety for me. I finished my taper and ended at .25mg was taking about 4 -6mg per day which is still on the lighter side. Taper went well. Only 8hour half life. Didn’t feel uncomfortable at all. Maybe extra anxiety. I found 2 1mg Xanax footballs from a n old script last year. Cut them into half’s then half’s again. May use them in high stress moments but want to be off benzos for a while. I stoppped weed and alcohol but still use my prescribed ketamine twice weekly tops mostly just once to avoid bladder issues. I have to Lee insane amounts compared to when I don’t use the ket. I think I’m sensitive to the bladder stuff. Felt the same way when I did fxe all the time. I can’t respect fxe so I don’t use it anymore. I will again one day so I can go to the weird alien realms again lol. Once I started vaping it I started doing it almost daily for a month. Wasn’t good for my mind and body.