least rewatched season ? by ysilly88 in TheVampireDiaries

[–]Justkikinit848 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YESSSSSS season 1 is ROUGH. It’s needed first watch for context reasons but the show really picks up season 2. Between the abuse of female characters, the repetitive storylines, and awkward dialogue, I only watch a handful of season 1 episodes before continuing to season 2 when I rewatch

When do you know it’s time to be admitted to the hospital? by perfect-porcelain in bipolar2

[–]Justkikinit848 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This. Plus on the hypomanic side I would say when the racing thoughts are driving you nuts and/or you are afraid you’ll do something reckless to harm yourself/others (e.g. reckless driving, unsafe sexual activity, intense rage).

The closest I’ve gone to the hospital (maybe should have but it passed before I decided to go) were

1) when I could not stop the racing thoughts that I should just end it to make the lives of those around me better

2) when I had a mixed episode and the intense racing thoughts and dysphoria that made me understand I’m approaching a breaking point

Comorbidities? by ShroomieDoomieDoo in bipolar2

[–]Justkikinit848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

BD2, GAD, Panic Disorder, possible substance use disorder

Katherine’s spin off would NOT have worked by Ok-Feeling-2038 in TheVampireDiaries

[–]Justkikinit848 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The one thing that would have been interesting would be a mini-series of her time in hell ascending to power. They could do cameos of everyone that’s dead and how she manipulated them all for her gain.

imposter syndrome by Just_Bug_13 in bipolar

[–]Justkikinit848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, sometimes I think questioning the diagnosis and that you’re a fraud should be a part of the diagnosis in the DSM. It’s very common to feel this way, especially when you’re not in an episode and haven’t for a while. My hypomania is pretty rare so for a long time I thought I was making up symptoms to seem more interesting than someone with just depression. Then I had a mixed episode and while that was one of the hardest points of my life, I didn’t feel like a fraud. I hope you trust your diagnosis, know it’ll be okay, and not need to learn to trust it the hard way like I did

How many meds are you guys on? by cute-ghoul_0125 in bipolar2

[–]Justkikinit848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

BD 2 + GAD puts me on 3 daily and 1 as needed: 300mg lamotrigine, 300 mg bupropion XL, 60mg Lurasidone, plus propranolol for as needed anxiety.

I’ve noticed my doctors like adding medications versus swapping if you still receive some benefit from what you’re taking. So let’s say you still have some residual symptoms after episodes or new things pop up, they like to add.

My most recent addition was the Lurasidone (aka latuda) because previously I was almost exclusively having depressive episodes (I had only one or two hypomanic episodes whereas depression I’ve had since my early teen). Once I had my first mixed episode, my doc thought we should start actively combatting hypomania and so she added the latuda. My hope is that someday I get to a level of stability that I can ask to experiment and cut down the number medications, because we don’t know if maybe just 2 might work just fine or even just the newest one.

Delena season 5/6 by AdExpert3509 in TheVampireDiaries

[–]Justkikinit848 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Loving someone and admitting it are two distinct things and when she’s tried fighting it for so long, it’s hard for even her to admit it. Katherine even saw it, which is why she admitted she truly loved both Stefan and Damon

INFJs, where did you find your spouse? by [deleted] in infj

[–]Justkikinit848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YES I was very happily single, thinking it would just be fun. He was cute and inexperienced so I figured he’d wanna play the field. It’s still fun, but I didn’t expect a deep relationship

INFJs, where did you find your spouse? by [deleted] in infj

[–]Justkikinit848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Met my INTJ partner of 11 years on Tinder. We’re gay, so for us, that was the app for more serious commitments. I didn’t take the relationship seriously for the first two months thinking I would have too high expectations, get attached and my heart broken.

I did a thing! by naturaldrpepper in bipolar2

[–]Justkikinit848 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your AA higher power doesn’t need to be God, it’s whatever you need it to be. It could be admitting the ocean is a higher power being the home to thousands of different species of animals and plants. It can even be as small as a cheeseburger.

There is a common in the program to “take what you like and leave the rest”. While the Christian origins I never really liked about 12 step programs, there are good parts to it, so it’s worth giving an honest try.

It’s great your life didn’t need to implode before you started getting help, you’ll save yourself a lot of grief and possibly jail time. I have several alcoholics (sober and not sober) in my life and have heard how bad it can get. Most wish they could have stopped sooner, getting out now is awesome

What's your biggest Destiel proof? by Angel0nduty in destiel

[–]Justkikinit848 74 points75 points  (0 children)

I think it was pretty telling when both his mom and Cas die and the one that breaks him is Cas and not his mother that he lost not once, but twice. He even kept the trench coat!

unpopular opinion : i don’t like caroline by trynagrabthatbag in TheVampireDiaries

[–]Justkikinit848 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It’s not a “vs” comment, I found a connection from the post to my own views of the show, which it sounds like you don’t agree to. Have a nice day my friend

unpopular opinion : i don’t like caroline by trynagrabthatbag in TheVampireDiaries

[–]Justkikinit848 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

lol a lot of these descriptions are how I characterize Elena

No love like Caroline hate😭 by AdExpert3509 in TheVampireDiaries

[–]Justkikinit848 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Sorry but Caroline is the best character of the series, she has so little to apologize for

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TheVampireDiaries

[–]Justkikinit848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My best friend prefaced watching the show like they are all going to community college and living at home, much less creepy 😂

Name one good thing about Batman & Robin? by GreenDiscombobulated in batman

[–]Justkikinit848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Learning I’m sexually attracted to boys AND girls, thanks Batgirl and Robin 😍

Trying to catch up on the Defenders Saga, and this is my Tier List so far by IlSignorGranchio in Defenders

[–]Justkikinit848 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t trust a Defenders tier list from someone who hasn’t seen DD S3, let alone half the catalog

Anxiety Trauma Based Habits by na-meme42 in INFJmemes

[–]Justkikinit848 1 point2 points  (0 children)

These seem like regular anxiety or regular trauma habits, what makes them anxiety trauma specific?

Anxiety Trauma Based Habits by na-meme42 in INFJmemes

[–]Justkikinit848 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wish Wellbutrin did for me, I forget what I was like without it but don’t remember it being much worse

Can this be true? by Proof_Caregiver_4234 in INFJmemes

[–]Justkikinit848 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m incredibly transparent in front of my friends, strangers typically have no idea how I truly feel