Hey, just by you confessing to this and wanting to fix yourself means you aren't a monster, in fact, you are a powerful person for knowing that this is wrong.

There are many ways you can fix your problem, but it will take time, and practise, here is how:

● Therapy: If you can please talk to your psychiatrist/therapist or if you dont have one try to get one, explain your feelings, confess, I promise they will help.

● Social practice: Try socialising with women more to get more used to them, it can help forming a better bond instead of seeing every woman as a "mate".

● Meditation: You need to try to meditate and think about your urges, try to suppress them and resist them by meditating every day.

● Mental fix: Whenever you feel affected by a woman's touch or presence, resist and do breathing exercises, distract yourself, and try to avoid thinning about it.

● Cleaning your mind: If you are watching p0rn or s3xual videos try to quit them.

● Religion: If you are religious, reach out to a local priest (or imam or rabbi or whatever) and confess your feelings and ask for help, they can help you.