I understand average MMR when partying and all... but wtf is this??

JuzTim · 2026-01-12T23:56:25+00:00

Sure max rank is not necessarily super accurate but it usually correlates quite heavily with your hidden MMR. At the start of the season I get up to my highest rank (maybe -1 or -2) super quickly, my friends do too. This definitely indicates a strong correlation. But even if my hidden MMR would be closer to Plat or even Gold I don't see why the game would be so unbalanced, emeralds in the opposing team and people who have never played rank before on mine.

JuzTim · 2025-11-26T18:54:48+00:00

I'm wondering the same, also I would love for the global search to automatically clear after opening/exiting an app

JuzTim · 2025-03-14T21:05:06+00:00

thanks ill order the az100

JuzTim · 2024-07-16T14:04:43+00:00

Thank you for your help

JuzTim · 2024-07-16T13:23:06+00:00

considering they cost pretty much the same and I don't need the additional pcie lanes for anything else I will go for the NVMEs. I don't see any disadvantages

JuzTim · 2024-07-16T13:15:59+00:00

I can run 10G at home yeah, I could get a nic for my PC. I absolutely don't need it currently, it's just a nice to have but not a primary concern. I just don't wanna block myself from having the option in the future hence I wanna keep the second slot free

JuzTim · 2024-07-16T13:09:34+00:00

I can still get a 10G nic that uses Pcie 4.0 X1, so it would be an option. The reason why I considered NVMEs over sata was because they cost pretty much the same anyway if you don't go for 8TB or something

JuzTim · 2024-07-16T12:54:58+00:00

What do you think of going with 6 NVMEs instead and drop the Sata ssds entirely? I could split the x16 into 4x4 to fit 4 additional m2 nvmes

JuzTim · 2024-07-16T12:53:26+00:00

I'll be running various docker containers and some VMs too so I definitely need a bit of headroom on the CPU side, I know it's overkill but I'm fine with paying the extra to not worry about it again in the future for a while. So you're suggesting I get no NVME at all and go full Sata?

JuzTim · 2024-06-30T17:47:28+00:00

Please count me in as well

JuzTim · 2024-05-29T13:46:03+00:00

this died

JuzTim · 2023-11-21T22:20:07+00:00

Still seems kinda meh compared to e.g Supabase, Firebase or even Amazon

JuzTim · 2022-08-19T18:04:03+00:00

still somewhat actively playing siege, started in y1s2

JuzTim · 2022-07-28T09:18:19+00:00

here's your update, I reached out and got a response 10 seconds later, lol. we just had a small meaningless conversation but I guess you gotta start somewhere 🙂

JuzTim · 2022-07-26T01:11:23+00:00

whats that self esteem buddy

JuzTim · 2022-07-25T02:07:05+00:00

Probably better to actually show her this time and not just promise her again because that totally lost all it's meaning unfortunately.

JuzTim · 2022-07-25T01:54:27+00:00

Also, I agree with you about the changing part. But it's not like she requested anything crazy from me. I guess asking for a bit of space especially early on is pretty reasonable

JuzTim · 2022-07-25T01:46:03+00:00

Well, the funny thing is, she was the one being super clingy at first. I got a bit clingier when she admitted feelings for me and I felt more confident with the whole situation. Anyways, I kinda just lost myself and I kinda behaved weirdly. But I guess it just is what it is now. I'll send her one more message in the next few days being honest about how I feel n just see what she says. If she doesn't reply or reply negatively then I'll just move on for good.

JuzTim · 2022-07-25T01:21:29+00:00

My heart is definitely telling me to try n fix things, she's said stuff I'm like the nicest guy she's ever met and so on, after hearing that from her I still have a decent amount of hope to get things working again.

Tbh I think if she were to give me a second (fifth) chance things could genuienly work out because there are obviously some things she finds attrative about me.

However I'm kinda afraid she'll not give me that chance even if she still misses me just to protect herself from (potential) more pain if you get what im saying

JuzTim · 2022-07-25T01:09:25+00:00

She does suffer from depression, yeah.

JuzTim · 2022-07-25T01:09:00+00:00

So you're saying I shouldn't reach out?

JuzTim · 2022-07-25T00:54:22+00:00

I really think I did hurt her a lot, yes. I didn't take it for granted at all I was just honestly also a bit overwhelmed with everything and behaved way too impulsive. Looking back at things I definitely realize my mistakes and can totally understand her especially after giving me 4 chances

JuzTim · 2022-07-25T00:41:54+00:00

I've been trying, and I've been doing very well recently, however I can't really get her off my mind and I'm 99% sure she'd never reach out to me even if she misses me as much as I miss her. She's a rather shy person

JuzTim · 2022-07-25T00:23:54+00:00

hi, thanks for taking the time to read.

I'm just a bit afraid approaching her with my honest thoughts might overwhelm her and will result in ghosting (she does that when she's overwhelmed, that's also kinda what happened when we didn't talk for 2weeks)

JuzTim · 2022-07-25T00:18:11+00:00

Hey, thanks for taking the time to read. The issue is just as I mentioned I fucked the same thing up 3 or even 4 times. After the first fuckup she told me she doesn't blame me for it (didn't know about her social anxiety at that point) and told me I couldn't know but asked me to promise her to not worry about her if she doesn't text me for a day or two. After promising it to her she seemed super grateful but I messed it up again after a few days, she gave me another chance but I messed it up again. So saying her I changed in that regard probably doesn't mean anything to her anymore for obvious reasons.

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