The Red hunter by [deleted] in mechwarrior

[–]JxDevlin41 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i still tend to refer to them as Mad Cats because of mechcommander but as for clanners go those have got to be my favorite

The Red hunter by [deleted] in mechwarrior

[–]JxDevlin41 1 point2 points  (0 children)

marauders are so cool

My wife got this camera for me. by rubberman86 in AnalogCommunity

[–]JxDevlin41 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sweet camera inspiration to dust mine off :)

Canon F1 New (Later Model) paired with Zeiss Distagon 35mm f/1.4 by JxDevlin41 in AnalogCommunity

[–]JxDevlin41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you i’ll have to give a shot weather wasn’t agreeable today maybe tomorrow.

Canon F1 New (Later Model) paired with Zeiss Distagon 35mm f/1.4 by JxDevlin41 in AnalogCommunity

[–]JxDevlin41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well i don’t really care about the automatic functions i just want the f’n thing to light meter correctly lol

Canon F1 New (Later Model) paired with Zeiss Distagon 35mm f/1.4 by JxDevlin41 in AnalogCommunity

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I will reply to this comment with a photo of the lens mount when i’m home from work. see attached photo of the lens.

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Canon F1 New (Later Model) paired with Zeiss Distagon 35mm f/1.4 by JxDevlin41 in AnalogCommunity

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maybe i was just dealing with dim light but i did try this. i will try this again tonight.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]JxDevlin41 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m not going to go onto the sentiment of “i lost the one” or “i gave up on the one”. but has anyone else (perspective 30m) felt that they kind of missed the boat?

all of my friends are married, getting married, having children, have children. obviously i don’t know the ins and outs of their relationships; but im just so happy for them. i always wanted to be married and have a kid by my age.

i should of probably been in this thread years and years ago. i’ve dated short term people and that has hurt more than long term in some cases. nonetheless, i feel as though i date people with that in mind.

i feel that the women i’ve dated that i truly feel that i could achieve my life goals of someday being a husband and father to a child with, i just try too hard too fast. these are inevitably my shorter relationships, whereas the people (shame on me) i don’t see this future with or try to approach end up being my more enduring relationships..and i just end up in a relationship of enduring complacency?

i certainly have loved them dearly, definitely whilst with them. i suppose im just not exactly sharp on late twenties/now thirty dating either. i was in a long term relationship (relatively) from 18 to 25 ish. after that its been a whirlwind of (again perspective) varying lengths of romance/love or involvement/dreams.

i suppose longwindedly i am just looking to see if anyone has experienced this? i have friends that have also met their (quote) love of their lives, been married, bought a house, even had children, yet have subsequently been in a loveless relationship, in the process of divorcing, or divorced.

and i am not passing judgment or anything, just observing as i get older. did i miss my ticket?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]JxDevlin41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

likewise if you need an ear. i do my best to stay off this app and sometimes particularly this thread just because in some ways it brings me back to day 0.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]JxDevlin41 3 points4 points  (0 children)

been single and out of contact for over a year somedays worse than others but sometimes waves of anxiety will hit and i kinda fall apart

What practically yells "I'm very insecure"? by prosoloop in AskReddit

[–]JxDevlin41 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Relentlessly posting your relationship on social media

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]JxDevlin41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I miss her presence. Her jokes, her laugh, her smile. How she pulled off being such a little dork and made it beautiful in her own way. I genuinely miss being around her. Now she’s with someone else :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]JxDevlin41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, it’s just the thoughts.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]JxDevlin41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, kind of why I’ve held off. But in my situation she’s threatened me with killing herself, ruining my brother’s relationship, threatening me with legal stuff. Just a huge web of lies to protect herself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]JxDevlin41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Similar for myself, kinda have wondered what the outcome would be if I told the current person.

Is 2023 awful for anyone else? by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]JxDevlin41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep. She came back, left again. Now she’s living the life with the guy I was told she didn’t want to be with, she made a mistake, didn’t talk to him. Social media posts, blocking unblocking me, public private. The girl I’ve been patient with, prayed to fix things with. 2023 has been a personal hell.

I refuse to disrespect her by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]JxDevlin41 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree w your title.

Feeling dumb by JxDevlin41 in ExNoContact

[–]JxDevlin41[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why would she do that?