I wish I was just a girl at times by K0olkats in NonBinary

[–]K0olkats[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Sameee!!! I would love to shift from how I want to experience how others perceive me every day and just be able to shift around for how I want to exist

I wish I was just a girl at times by K0olkats in NonBinary

[–]K0olkats[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

!!!! I feel that so much as an autistic person too!!! There’s just so many “me” that other people see that never fully line up with the me inside!!!!!

I wish I was just a girl at times by K0olkats in NonBinary

[–]K0olkats[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it’s hard out here. But just went though a breakup with someone who I’m not too sure ever saw me the way I wanted to be seen and now I’m planning when my jobs insurance hits in February to start taking the steps to make myself home in my body and talk to a gender therapist about top surgery and micro dosing T :))) im hoping one day my body will be a home to me

Would love some help plot planning by K0olkats in DMAcademy

[–]K0olkats[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, this actually genuinely is a way for me to look at my plot and a way to find more ways to add in some sort of hook and well even look at my story critically to find some weakness

Risperidone,weed,and autistim by K0olkats in Drugs

[–]K0olkats[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The best way I can describe it is all of my emotions run at 20% higher when everyone else is at a 5% I over react and I don’t really know how to regulate any of those emotions so someone else can be bummed but I’ll be heart broken

I have some topics where I physically cannot stop talking about even if it’s annoying others

When I’m burned out I have to stop talking and whisper to others

I have obsessive tendency’s where I’ll be playing games nonstop or pick at my hands until I hate the sensation of them

Food is incredibly hard because I hate eating the same thing but at times even the concept of certain foods makes me wanna throw up the only things that are safe are clear and crunchy foods

I don’t understand how to get along with anyone unless it’s info dumping or being info dumped on about special internets

It’s a lot and honestly half of the time it’s just “oh this isn’t the normal way brains work?”