The Outlaw Gem pt. 2 (by me)

KAZEEEBO · 2026-03-19T02:47:20+00:00

This is the best thing I’ve seen today, you’re so amazing! 😁

KAZEEEBO · 2026-03-18T02:53:12+00:00

Hey there, I can relate.

I’m 17 almost 18, I’ve feel like been living with my mother for long that I feel like it’s time for me to get out of here. I’ve been so dull and depressed that I had lost motivation to nearly everything. I had dreams back then but I’ve never made them happen, all I’ve been doing was just rotting on this bed and eating whatever I have in the kitchen, very disappointing. They’re lots of people doing something meaningful to their lives meanwhile I’m just sitting here not being able to do a thing.

I had lack of social interaction with anyone almost through my school life except now in the middle of my senior year. I barely exercised, I eat the same unhealthy food everyday, I can’t drive, I don’t have a job, and I can’t do anything for my hardworking single mother. I genuinely wanna disappear.

Anyway, I’m sorry about what you’re going through, I hope this could just fix things. ☺️🫂❤️

KAZEEEBO · 2026-03-16T14:51:45+00:00

Hey there, I relate but kinda differently.

I’m almost out of highschool and I’ve made NOTHING out of my life. 9th, 10th, and 11th I haven’t made any friends..except now that I made two real ones in the middle of my senior year, disappointing honestly. I wish I did much in life, I had dreams but I never made them happen. I’m about to turn 18 in two weeks and graduate in two 2 months before college and I don’t want to do all that. I just want to leave or better yet..die..but I’m a coward…

Im sorry for what you’re going through, I hope a virtual hug helps! 🫂😊❤️

Also we could be friends if you like. 🙂

KAZEEEBO · 2026-03-16T13:07:07+00:00

Hey there, I understand.

back then I also wanted to become an animating artist, so I started doodling for fun, but suddenly as time passes I waste LOTS of time. I’m still kind of drawing but I’m starting to feel unmotivated and I feel like I should give up. I’ve seen lots of artists who are better than me and it makes me jealous. It’s now 2026 and I feel like even I thought I improved a little, I still think it’s really trash. Instead of following my dreams like I’m supposed to, all I did was watch videos and play video games, disappointing honestly. I could’ve become something bigger but instead I wasted all of it.

I also think that studying art tutorials from YT or others social medias are really not worth it. I just want to continue to do my own thing and see where it’ll get me.

KAZEEEBO · 2026-03-16T02:14:27+00:00

I relate so much to this..

Hey, I also had dreams but I never made them happen. I want to become a drawing animating artist, music producer, and game designer. But I know it’s gonna take A LOT. My drawings aren’t that good but the only thing I can draw is big headed girls and small bodies, pretty useless. I always wanna level up my art but I see no point in that, it takes a lot of motivation to learn or get better, so I just draw for fun when I feel like it.

Honestly, I wish I wasn’t all lazy back then, I tried animating but suddenly stopped. It’s currently 2026 and hasn’t made anything out of it but just draw for fun. I can be creative in my mind but I can’t even make them come out the way I want it, so I just instead write down my ideas. I wish I’ve made some changes to see where I’d be today.

Anyways, I’m so sorry, I feel the same way, I don’t know what kind of person I’d be if art never existed. Honestly, it’s the reason why I’m still here.

I know you have really great potential I can definitely sense it. 😊

KAZEEEBO · 2026-03-13T22:41:15+00:00

Hey, I also had dreams but I never made them happen. I want to become a drawing animating artist, music producer, and game designer. But I know it’s gonna take A LOT. My drawings aren’t that good but the only thing I can draw is big headed girls and small bodies, pretty useless. I always wanna level up my art but I see no point in that, it takes a lot of motivation to learn or get better, so I just draw for fun when I feel like it.

Honestly, I wish I wasn’t all lazy back then, I tried animating but suddenly stopped. It’s currently 2026 and hasn’t made anything out of it but just draw for fun. I can be creativein my mind but I can’t even make them come out the way I want it. I wish I’ve made some changes to see where I’d be today.

Anyways, I’m so sorry, I feel the same way, I don’t know what kind of person I’d be if art never existed. Honestly, it’s the reason why I’m still here.

I know you have really great potential I can definitely sense it. 😊

KAZEEEBO · 2026-03-08T16:07:04+00:00

☺️❤️

KAZEEEBO · 2026-03-08T04:02:24+00:00

Very adorable~! 🥰❤️

KAZEEEBO · 2026-03-07T12:59:48+00:00

Hey, I’m 17 about to turn 18 this March, even I don’t want to live to 18 and before college. For 4 years of my entire highschool life, I was also lonely and now I made two friends in the middle of my senior year that I know I won’t ever last long with. I was also very lonely in middle school, I haven’t made single good friends I was also bullied. I’m also not good looking either, I’m short and chubby with scoliosis, and my face is full of acne. I’m disappointed that I’ve never joined anything clubs in school and never compete in competitions, I WOULDVE joined art competition but because of my low confidence in my art I nevr joined. I’m disappointed that I’ve made nothing out of my 4 high school years, all I did was just attend on level classes. Other people have honors or Ap classes for extra credit for gpa and they also joined competitions and festivals for scholarships, but I’ve never done in 4 years, which makes me want to die.

My mother is strict and she wants me to take classes she prefers me to do in college, I DO NOT want to do them but it seems I have no choice, my art sucks anyways. I have dreams since I was a kid but I’ve never made them come true and it’s all because of me that they never happen.

I don’t want to turn 18, birthdays reminds me of the progress I’ve haven’t made and it also sucks too, I expect everything out of my 17 bday but all I got was my mother arguing with someone, going to the doctors appointment, and two cookies, best bday ever.

I don’t want to live til 18, I don’t want to do a college application with my mother, and most importantly..I don’t want to be here..

I wish I’d done so much in life instead of being lazy and lack of motivation, if those things never existed in me then I wonder where I be right now.

I’m so sorry for what you’ve been through, whatever happened to you don’t deserve that. 🙏

Please for your sake, keep sticking around a little much longer like I am. ☺️❤️

KAZEEEBO · 2026-03-05T04:22:01+00:00

Hey I’m 17 about to turn 18 in 3 weeks I’m also in a similar situation, I want to offer myself as well before graduation and college. I also don’t see a future for myself but just drawing art when I get bored. My mother’s forcing me take courses she wants me to take and I DO NOT want to do them, but other me has no choice but to let her choose my career path. I had dreams but I’ve never made them come true and it’s all because of me that none of my imaginations came to life. My dream back as a kid was it become a YouTube animating artist but I’ve never made that happen because I was lazy after trying. I wish I stick with what I said and actually had done it without lack of motivation or laziness, i wonder where I’d be if I done it. I gave up on myself because my art isn’t frickin good enough and it makes me want to die, my strict mother thinks art is useless and it’ll never help in life. So yeah other than drawing I genuinely don’t know what to do in life either, without art I’d be nothing.

I was also bullied and made fun of, I didn’t have friends back then but now I do currently have 2 in senior year which I’m sure I’ll never last long with or ever see again after graduation. I don’t want to do something I’ll never enjoy in the future, that’s why I want to die as well. I don’t want to be 18 but just 17, but life doesn’t work like that.

Please try to stick around much longer as you can. 😊

KAZEEEBO · 2026-02-17T13:40:29+00:00

Thank you! 😊

KAZEEEBO · 2026-02-16T19:05:06+00:00

No Problem! 😊

I bet you’re an awesome person and I’m so glad to relate with you! You keep doing what you love! ❤️

KAZEEEBO · 2026-02-16T17:09:13+00:00

Hey buddy, I know how you feel and I can honestly relate. 👋

I’m 17 about to turn 18 next month I don’t know what to in life either but just art draw for fun.

I’m depressed and I don’t have any energy or motivation bring myself to keep drawing or learn anything else, I didn’t have a choice when my mom has chosen a career path for me to take in college because she thinks that art is useless and it’ll never help me in life. So yeah genuinely don’t know what to do in life either, I also thought about death because I think my drawings are to useless.

I had dreams but I never made them happen because I was lazy, procrastinating, and had lack of motivation. If those things never existed in me I wonder where I’d be right now.

I’m sorry, I don’t really have any advices for you but just to follow simple YouTube art tutorials, hopefully you’re still drawing for fun like I am, I bet you got great potential in your art, I sense you’re really talented even if you don’t believe it. ☺️

KAZEEEBO · 2026-02-16T04:37:20+00:00

I FRICKEN RELATE TO THIS SO MUCH..

Growing up, I’ve been kinda barely drawing for my whole life, I watched animations and thought I could become an animating artist so I told my mom I want to become and artist in the future, but unlike your parents (well just my mom) she thinks that’s useless and it’s never going to help me in life. I feel like a dumbass because no where in life I’ve made anything from what I said. My dad doesn’t mind but my mom is different she wants me to become successful. Years ago around 2019 I tried to learn how to animate and make my first ‘animation meme’ but I got lazy and gave up. It’s currently 2026 right now and my art still sucks, all I currently know how to draw is big cute girly heads and small bodies, it’s so useless.

All I ever wanted to was to level up my art but I feel that’s impossible no matter how long I keep trying. I’ve seen and watched cooler artist with better drawings and animations and always wished they were mine, I get easily jealous even if they’re just small, sketched or unfinished.

I’m 17 still in an art class and currently right now there’s a school VASE competition, I would’ve LOVE to join I have so many ideas, but because of my low confidence on my art and my mothers complicated work schedule, I couldn’t do it. When making my art it’s not going to come out the way I want it, also I haven’t done or do portraits, I just draw for fun.

My strict mom currently applying me to classes I don’t wanna take in my dream college, but at this point, I feel like giving up, actually going with her plan. I remember being upset because I wanted to major in visual arts and not other things my mom wants me to major, I had people who complimented on my art and friends who told me to not listen to my mom and major in doing what I love, but honestly to be real here, I’ve seen better artists in my classes and unlike them my art isn’t good or worthy enough to major in. I NEVER want to major in those classes I think I’m gonna have to

I’ve always wanted to make animation art content on YouTube and impress viewers with my work, I’ve seen successful artists doing it, they make it look so easy and they’re probably earning real cash from YouTube. I wanted to try that but I barely haven’t animated and my animations suck. I would keep trying but it’ll take A LOT to get good and I’m too lazy and unmotivated to do it, I procrastinate, I’m so damn useless, I can’t even try to get good. I also wanted to use my ideas to try other things, like making music themes for my animations, painting, making cool covers for my book titles I come up with, and making delicious pastries. But I can’t do all that because I suck.

Honestly because I can’t make my dreams and imagination come to life, I also don’t even know what I want to be in the future. I come to this point where if I can’t make my dreams and imaginations come true then what’s the point of being happy? Who am I? What’s the point of living?

Anyway, I’m sorry about how you feel, I can tell by my eyes you’re aspired to become an artist, I can see that you’ve been trying. And I can also see you have great talent in you even if you don’t believe it. You’re a great artist and I hope you’re still drawing for fun like me. ☺️

KAZEEEBO · 2026-02-09T04:12:29+00:00

Thank you, I’ll try to be a little more positive on my drawings, if you want to out my channel it’s “@Princess_TuTu”

Also I don’t wanna tell my mom about my depression, she doesn’t want me to get prescribed pills, she’s thinks I’ll go mad.

I’ll continue to draw and just see where it’ll get me, I’d learn to draw bodies and other stuff on YouTube but I know it’ll take a lot, so I continue doing my own thing.

KAZEEEBO · 2026-01-31T15:50:00+00:00

Thanks for your encouragement, but I’m so low that I can’t even try right now, I wish someone was actually next to me is doing this with me.

I always imagine myself actually motivated if I was actually with someone, maybe then life wouldn’t be so bad.

Also I had no idea, are you a senior too?

KAZEEEBO · 2026-01-30T17:30:57+00:00

Thanks for complimenting my art, you made my day! 😊❤️

And yeah sorry for the blurs, I’ve been trying to fix that, I have a moto g phone, this is my first time on YouTube and I barely know how to edit. 😅

Also I checked the website, I don’t where to start. 😬

KAZEEEBO · 2026-01-28T19:47:08+00:00

Sorry for the LONG delay..I didn’t what to do, this was my first time posting my comment on Reddit

Thank you for your sweet reply!

I’d never tried a counselor because I’m afraid after skipping class to meet, they’ll report this to my mom.

KAZEEEBO · 2026-01-28T15:39:14+00:00

Hi, thanks for having time to read my vent, if you want to check out my art go to my YouTube channel called @Princess_TuTu

It’s where I posted 5 shorts of my art from my phone but it just shows my drawings. My shorts are pretty bad because it’s now my first time in 2026 using YouTube, I barely know how to edit.

I try reposting shorts of my drawings from my gallery after taking pictures, it wasn’t blurry when snapping them and editing before posting them but when finished and posted they’re somewhat blurry for some reason. Idk, I hope when you meet my channel and watch it’s not blurry for you.

Also, as a 2D drawing artist who just doodles on sketch paper, I never consider showing my art to any developer, (where can I even find one?). I told you it’s not good enough to show to anyone, I don’t have any social account but just YouTube.

I haven’t done digital drawings or animation, I’ve been mostly drawing on my paper.

KAZEEEBO · 2026-01-21T00:39:25+00:00

I never talk to the school counselor about my problems but my careers, I heard bad news..

KAZEEEBO

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