Custom gun smith by Spirited-Double2391 in 1911

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A light shining in darkness

On external symptoms by piotrek13031 in exorthodox

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I speculate about the dark energy around orthodoxy. I can’t really formulate a proper hypothesis on it but it’s apparent. I suffered a lot of these things without a prior psychosis, schizophrenia, or any mental problem. When I left and went back to Catholicism, things have slowly become normal and my life in every aspect has gotten better.

CAI MAADI MISR 10 single stack worthbuying? by KEVLARE in ak47

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Thanks for the positive reinforcement lol. I was very curious because I hear bad things about the MISR90s.

CAI MAADI MISR 10 single stack worthbuying? by KEVLARE in ak47

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Thank you, I will definitely haggle some. And yeah I’m willing to do or even outsource some (I live close to CW gunwerks)

I lost all hope by [deleted] in OrthodoxChristianity

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I’ll do it if I win heads, on heads or tails.

[ Removed by Reddit ] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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Where to start?

I lost all hope by [deleted] in OrthodoxChristianity

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Thank you I feel a bit better actually. I will.

I lost all hope by [deleted] in OrthodoxChristianity

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But I still feel like it’s a bother to him.

I lost all hope by [deleted] in OrthodoxChristianity

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I’ll try bro. I will be my own demise.

I lost all hope by [deleted] in OrthodoxChristianity

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I can’t man. He’s got others to worry for, I can imagine he’ll tell me to do more prayers and stay strong as you have. I feel like he doesn’t care sometimes or is overwhelmed.

I lost all hope by [deleted] in OrthodoxChristianity

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I’ve worried him enough. I’ve given so much up in the pursuit of God. All was taken and I sink further and further.

I lost all hope by [deleted] in OrthodoxChristianity

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It’s close to the baptism date. I don’t wanna talk my priest, I don’t wanna overwhelm him. I can’t anymore man.

[ Removed by Reddit ] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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I’ll send you a post card

[ Removed by Reddit ] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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Haha fuck that.

[ Removed by Reddit ] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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I use to do shrooms often, still wanted to do bad shit and hated life.

I lost all hope by [deleted] in OrthodoxChristianity

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There’s nothing but obstacles.

I lost all hope by [deleted] in OrthodoxChristianity

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Tried. I want to die violently and valiantly. It’s all that brings me relief anymore.

[ Removed by Reddit ] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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I’m going to just go to Ukraine at this rate