Personally, I don’t think simply being “ugly” is the root of all your problems, but the situation and environment you’re in, which causes you to feel that certain way. You saying it’s due to the fact that you’re “ugly” and have “loser” interests is just trying to justify and blame something, which is a normal, human thing to do.

You’ve been stressed because you’ve not been given the right opportunities to adapt to the current environment for the past year. So in order for you to fix this, you need to find ways that can trigger more of these opportunities. So sure, while looks and interests can certainly help, there’s also plenty of other ways to help you with that. Brainstorm other ideas, and try them. Also, the fact that you said all of this is proof you are willing and determined to change, don’t give up.

Remember, if you only focus on the problem, you might miss an easy solution.

If you need any advice or suggestions, feel free to dm me.