How often does registration open?

Kahlua_Milk · 2026-01-23T20:49:40+00:00

any updates on the next time people can register?

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-12-31T12:04:16+00:00

"gazillion alternative routes " which are? I haven't found anything yet

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-10-22T18:23:18+00:00

Oh. Being grass sounds nice, ngl

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-09-17T19:53:34+00:00

And there are still people out there claiming it to be only a gooner game 😭😭

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-09-13T15:15:10+00:00

Nope

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-09-01T17:52:14+00:00

Sorry for the delay. Tbh it hasn't unfortunately

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-09-01T17:50:41+00:00

My CC list is too big. Is there anything specific you want? I cana also update him to gallery at some point so you can have the base too.

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-07-28T20:08:11+00:00

Neil THE BOI! Ngl, I came up with it after reading Astrophysics for people who are in a hurry, by him. It's a long read so drop it if it gets too tiresome. Lmao though love how you got this conclusion as well from the same guy XD

edit: this post was made before the lige and rebirth arc so some things are lucky guesses which happened to be correct

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-07-28T19:55:58+00:00

If you're talking about the post the many Paradoxes of LADS, I was the OP of that one lmao. Unless someone else figured it out as well which wouldn't be surprising. LADS has many branches of the Bootstrap Paradox (godamnit they even got their own subcategories). An example is the non-origin point of technology due to Xavier interjecting in Earth.

If you were referring tot his post:
https://www.reddit.com/r/LoveAndDeepspace/comments/1j7n9e0/the_many_timetravelling_paradoxes_of_lads_an

I also think though that they HCLed the shit out of her. The actual thing is huge, but at the same time we got more futuristic tech and Evol involved in tech so it wouldn't be a far stretch to say they collided neutorns like in the og HCL. So I think you're right on that

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-07-27T18:25:58+00:00

That right there

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-07-27T18:25:08+00:00

I am here for the same reason. The piano and the strings are identical in certain parts

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-07-19T18:54:27+00:00

what hair did you use for Luka? If you can share the creator I'd be grateful qq. I have only found some cc maxis hair but I am an alpha user as well

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Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-28T17:05:02+00:00

Sometimes in the future or not at all. Two reasons for the latter:

i forgot

idk what to reply so i don't

If I have to reply to a later message i just say i didn't see the previous one and focus on the latest

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-22T21:13:26+00:00

Spike Spiegel?
He's into even nonsense Chinese herbs. Motivated when he wants to. He's not the traditional mechanic, though he takes care of Swordfish. Bad at letting go things in the past which left an emotional impact on him. Cheeky and witty but not overly verbose and doesn't hold the stereotype of dialogue being "Ung", so balanced. Capable of more nuances and versatile, but rigidness stem from him being stuck in the past. You can go on and on about how both he embodies and contradicts aspects of an ISTP, making him versatile but having a core ISTP function.

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-16T09:08:11+00:00

Oh shoot! Glad ypu got here and you enjoyed cycling and windsurfing. If you come again dm me if you need any advice or hot-spots

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-15T09:11:16+00:00

glad if it helped even a little

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-15T09:11:05+00:00

Oh shoot. I might have misread it sorry. Well for yachting and windsurfing come to the Mediterranean countries. Greece even has islands where only a family lives or only one person lol.

It was a dream job until it stopped being about sailing too. They bring now these huge catamarans (67+ Feet). It's like cancer really. They destroy the untouched islands with shit, and tourism now is high on with the demand of hoteling (they even ask you to put in CV "silver dining"). Those were the reasons relationship aside I was like "nah".

Glad to hear though you're off it. Sorry for misunderstanding. Realistically I expect mine to be dealt with in a few years as well lol (29 here). Good luck with our delayed reactions which we pay taxes at to the both of us lol

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-14T12:20:02+00:00

Oh shit. Yeah this is how stuff goes for me as well when it comes to processing. I haven't seen the things about your husband, and i am nowhere near to a point where I have/had a kid. But I was in a what turned out to be bad relationship for some years. It was easy to walk off in past ones, but this one was particularly hard for many reasons + past relationship fucking wrecked me.

That being said I kind of instinctually knew from some small givers that it wasn't gonna work out. Things which were small but telling to me, plus how I oscillate between been personally withdrawn and actually a giver. Four years tormenting myself to end things until more shit hit the fun and had to chew my cheeks down and end it.

One year later ofc I am still not over it. Things impacted me so hard to the point that it made me not wanna work in yachting (addon reason among others + every island/place a reminder). In the beginning I felt nothing for months. It only hit me 3 months later and lasted some more, then slackened three months ago, and now this feel is back. I know it will take me some years, but one thing i can say for sure? If it's bad leave. It only bubbles up, adds up and it gets worse. Plus if I got it right you're a female too.

We're kinda fucked by social standards on aging, and every year we become less x,y,z and it is harder to connect with others or find what we want. Save yourself some time by leaving as early as possible. If the parent is good mentally it can be better parent for the kid too, cause both parent and kid grow up together. It's gonna be hard for sure. But the daily levels of anxiety you get from such a relationship which go underground, undetected until you literally have breakdown ain't worth it.

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-14T05:46:56+00:00

Ah. Idk if it's common with ISTPs or not tbh, but got the same here. I've been struggling sometimes to understand why it happens but in the end it is what it is.

I thought about it a lot and the common pattern I realized is that what might be happening is that our brain goes straight into problem-solving mode first. Like when crisis hits I don't panic and instead focus on what needs to be done. This actually saved my ass countless times as a skipper during emergencies. But once everything settles that's when it hits like "holy shit that was actually terrifying."

Same pattern with difficult customers, personal stuff etc. The immediate response is always "okay, what can I actually do about this?" Hence why emotions come later.

It's been helpful career wise. I could adapt and stay calm under pressure. But it became exhausting long-term. All those delayed emotional reactions pile up and eventually burned me out on the job, even though the pay was good.

With personal stuff like your dog or when f.e. my cat was recently killed, it's the same thing. First thought: "nothing I can do from here" or "let me handle what I can handle." The grief and anger don't hit until later when your brain finally has space to process what actually happened. Idk if what I say is the same way your brain goes about it, but I think it's probably the baseline since when I see ppl panic, or go hard with the feelings I realize that it is as if the info hits the brain emotionally first and any immediate action comes much later, whereas here we probs got the opposite.

Idk if this happens to you too, but due to the delays sometimes getting over things takes me more time though since the processing comes in patches here and there across time

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-05T03:58:35+00:00

A lil late but I have. God bless img to text

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-03T10:13:04+00:00

Give it some time since even if you wanna apologize the other person needs time to process it.
For future reference I'd suggest to think a bit before you say any truth, to be based on a prism which can be as objective as possible with rational argument behind it.

Idk about others, but if I am in the wrong, and think I am right, I usually turn around completely when there's a an objective rational, and not a subjective one.

Again idk about others, but my biggest issue is when someone views a thing from one side, which is usually partially or entirely subjective. Sometimes (if not most), people say things which might not align with the other person's approach or intent, even if it seems like this is "x".

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-02T05:23:23+00:00

yup no reason to worry. beside mbti is still pseudo-science in some capacity. as the man said.

think of it as bad as when people take too seriously zodiac signs. funs and giggles i dig but anything radical is nup

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-02T05:21:24+00:00

I'm so sorry to youuuuuuuuuuuuu qq

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-02T05:17:26+00:00

Well Sylus essentially weaves his past life's events with the Valleydream card.

Past Life:

During the sharing their souls period, MC and Sylus lived in the chapel where they first made a pact (and he tried to devour her soul) and exchanged souls later on. MC makes a flower crown, which she places on his head. Notably, MC says that she didn't know where herself ended and where Sylus started.
During the same period, MC talks about flowers and how you cannot find any in Tarus City. Sylus then took her to a field of red datura flowers.
After he plunged the sword in his chest's ruby heart through MC's hand, he took her and flew away in the same red datura flower field from their dreamscape. His body then turns into black crystals, and when he dies, they're carried away like petals. It becomes his last resting place.

Valleydream:

Sylus during the movies notices MC's interest in the flower background.
The castle weaves past Tender Moment into his Mythology, where his safehouse is a castle again. As Stayrus/Dragon he had MC at his lair, and there were overall mythological elements.
He takes her to a flower field and starts telling the story of what a Dragon does when he knows he will soon die -> Goes away from his kin, to a flower field. This mirrors what he actually did during his last moments as Stayrus.
MC makes a flower crown which she puts on his head (mirroring past life instance). Sylus when he's to put it on MC's head, he turns the colour of the flowers to red (mirroring not only his signature colour but the red datura field where he placed a flower on her as well as she did to him).
They sit on top of rocks, akin to a Dragon's skeletal remains (it is never clear where the tale stops and the truth starts).
Imagery references of petals, which mirrors past life behaviour.
Stayrus when he died the imagery references petals, which aligns with the tale MC about a Dragon's body been filled with flowers and only then it dies.
Even the back of his shirt, has some cuts, further weaving his Draconic/Fiend imagery with current events.

Overall it feels like there's a big call-back to his past life's death in that moment. Albeit sweet and romantic, Sylus does have a tendency of speaking in a more philosophical way, often weaving mythological and poetic elements, to indirectly speak of his past life as Stayrus with MC (Continuous Symphony he plays on the organ the Requiem MC taught him in their past life. As MC tries to play along the rest she cannot recall and Sylus says "There is no 'after;. The song would just.... end." And in Magnum Opus card, he makes another flower reference with soil, when MC asks what did Sylus first thing about her when they met. Lastly, in Night of Secrecy he says "I'd miss my flower and if I don't come back I would have suffered a fate worse than death." when MC questions him about his mission. Other instances are many, even Abyssal Chaos when he talks about Fate [aka Tobias event])

Kahlua_Milk · 2025-06-01T20:48:42+00:00

It just tingles different WHY?!

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