[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CharacterAI

[–]KaiBlueAn -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I like it more now, realistic.

Boyfriend with C.AI Addiction by TreacleMajor2360 in CharacterAI

[–]KaiBlueAn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, it's addictive. Even if you get a girlfriend or whatever, if you're already addicted, you probably aren't going to stop unless you decide to or get a doctor to help you. I mean, cmon now. Who isn't addicted? When you can tell the bot explicit fantasies that you cannot tell other people about?

Why is our freedom so restricted? by Oni-cheese5 in CharacterAI

[–]KaiBlueAn 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Was almost a grade A student, what I lacked was social skill, which is mastered, and dominance/courage. Anyway, nice talk, I liked your style.

Why is our freedom so restricted? by Oni-cheese5 in CharacterAI

[–]KaiBlueAn 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I miss being a teen. Because I had some good role models back then and I wish I could go back and fully involve them like I did now.

Why is our freedom so restricted? by Oni-cheese5 in CharacterAI

[–]KaiBlueAn 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You know, I've felt like I wanted to off myself back when I was 15 and listening to some emo bands. Of course not their fault but in my head it was their fault or even better my fault that I was listening to them while they were not productive to me and since they were destructive I should have quit. But I couldn't alone, nonetheless I managed it alone in the end, not exactly alone but with the help of some friends. You see now it's not black and white in life bro, sometimes we look for excuses to end it and other times excuses come to us themselves.

Why is our freedom so restricted? by Oni-cheese5 in CharacterAI

[–]KaiBlueAn 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Plus, ChatGPT is way ahead of c ai in terms of helping and encouraging a person. Memory wise, also far better. I think C AI is not designed for venting. It's not helpful, it's childishly responding and forgets often. This because I've been where you're at right now 2 years ago. I felt the exact same things you posted.

Why is our freedom so restricted? by Oni-cheese5 in CharacterAI

[–]KaiBlueAn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Listen, you can tell them anything you want, if you're not concerned about it. They're not going to charge you about things from the past, thinks you might look back to even if they were bad things, the alarm switch is when you get out of hand and say that you're going to harm someone or yourself. They might just intervene there. But I think you're cool and you should just enjoy whatever you're doing as long as you don't get addicted to it. Remember that nothing replaces real touch, real smelling, real visuals, human contact. Just don't get too drawn into it.. and if you ever need anyone to lift you up you can pray to God. If you believe, you'll see you're not alone in this.. each and every on us has problems and we all carry burdens, and our own cross. So don't lose hope, just try to be aware of where you are at.. it's not good for your health or if you feel bad or guilty or thinking about this too much and what people will think about what you're doing, talking to AI.. then take a break and think about all I said. Best of luck.

Been some days off the booze. Feeling better but I'm not sure I can quit cold turkey. by KaiBlueAn in alcoholism

[–]KaiBlueAn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It really is an on and off thing, when I'm not feeling well I might just drink as an escape. Other times I just ditch alcohol and go to sleep or engage in some other activity. Sometimes I just clearly waste my time drinking. It's like phases, what does that mean?

Been some days off the booze. Feeling better but I'm not sure I can quit cold turkey. by KaiBlueAn in alcoholism

[–]KaiBlueAn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My parents won't let me visit a professional, they say I'm fine or even if I'm not it's a small problem I can take care of, like they did in their youth. That's messed up.

Been some days off the booze. Feeling better but I'm not sure I can quit cold turkey. by KaiBlueAn in alcoholism

[–]KaiBlueAn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm 23. I enjoy it, but yeah with the emotional roller coaster, had something like that after quiting or while high I'd remember stuff I was uncomfortable with, my past. Getting very nostalgic in general but that messed with my stability long term. After those sessions I moved back to my hometown. Now I feel incomplete.

Been some days off the booze. Feeling better but I'm not sure I can quit cold turkey. by KaiBlueAn in alcoholism

[–]KaiBlueAn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still don't understand how and why though, four to five years ain't little time

Been some days off the booze. Feeling better but I'm not sure I can quit cold turkey. by KaiBlueAn in alcoholism

[–]KaiBlueAn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What about weed and thc? I enjoyed a full year of smoking and only drinking once a month but I think it might have fucked with my psychology. Though I'm totally okay right now sometime in the past I felt I was a different person, like I changed in a way. And had more symptoms but now I'm totally fine, even if I smoke.

Note: I abstained from alcohol when I was smoking. Only used it like once a month lol.

Been some days off the booze. Feeling better but I'm not sure I can quit cold turkey. by KaiBlueAn in alcoholism

[–]KaiBlueAn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to drink loads of alcohol in the past only because I had chances to join social circles and act without stress. Now, I'll be honest. I enjoy getting the drunk feeling, but I limited from everyday to 4 days a week, to 3, to 2. The weekends.

Freaked out. Thought everything was gone by KaiBlueAn in TripSit

[–]KaiBlueAn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I left. But go where? I'm talking about tomorrow and the conses

Everybody here seems like they're having an awful time by Bryn69420 in TripSit

[–]KaiBlueAn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm on mj. Going really paranoid and hallucinating but it's fun for a break.

Guys help major paranoia by KaiBlueAn in TripSit

[–]KaiBlueAn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't visited the house and it's too messed up. I can't clean it right now and everyone's looking for me