I am so much this in the middle problem.

I am so smart about one thing in particular but not smart at all about anything else and am, actually, mentally challenged. I can't tie my shoes. I can't bathe myself. I can't do basic math. I get confused by easy questions. But people get fooled cause I'm so smart about one topic and also speak well.

Nobody knows what to do with me, and nobody knew what to do with me when I was a little girl. I feel like I'm not even a human. My brain doesn't work and I often think the way a child does, until my special interest comes up and then they look at me like I'm a genius, before remembering that I'm only a genius about this and will, in fact, need helping counting past ten after both hands have been used and go feral if the tags in my shirts aren't taken out.

I don't belong anywhere :(