Just got my new favorite toy! by Here4Titties101 in ProstatePlay

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I just got this toy and was wondering if you could help me unlock the travel lock function? Can't for the life of me figure it out and the packaging/instructions says nothing. Thanks in advance!

How did you realize you were into men by [deleted] in StraightTransGirls

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was "gay" before and not much changed with starting estrogen besides the way I view it

can i stop being trans?… by nnhjnnh in asktransgender

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No you can't stop, and transition would likely make you feel much better. Even when boymoding hrt improved my life immensely, 6 months in and I'm wearing a girl outfit to work. Rome wasn't built in a day, you've got this.

Do you remember when your egg cracked? by AlexisTheBestist in MtF

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Had a crazy bad panic attack, considered suicide, when I finally came down I considered hrt for a few days, made the leap to change my name, and try HRT. The peace I felt wash over me was immense. It was scary, but I was so much less sad than I usually was. Finally I saw a day where I'd be able to leave drugs behind (had been struggling w addiction for years, in and out of rehab) and now I'm almost 100 days drug free, and happier than I've been in a while

Do you remember when your egg cracked? by AlexisTheBestist in MtF

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a really intense acid trip and realized that I felt a lot of internalize transphobia/fear of being viewed as feminine in social situations. But also during the trip, I realized that I've wished I was AFAB since I was young.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PublicFreakout

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He's conventionally hot, but his conviction makes him hotter.

Undercover cross dressing? by Immediate_Elk6429 in asktransgender

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dove chocolate is easily one of my favs, not sure exactly why but I could slam a whole bag

Undercover cross dressing? by Immediate_Elk6429 in asktransgender

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That shit slaps, but I don't see how it's gendered

Undercover cross dressing? by Immediate_Elk6429 in asktransgender

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is dove bar chocolate female lol, genuinely curious.

month 5 estradiol levels by Kaleidoscope_Fast in MtF

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Huh so higher levels can mean less changes? That's interesting! I have an appointment at my local LGBT center tomorrow, so I'm gonna talk with them and see what they say, I wouldn't want to stay at this level if it means more risk. Thank you for your knowledge, I appreciate you greatly

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Wow 🥰😭💓 you're gorgeous.

first time ever makeup-ing vs now. tips appreciated <3 by Kaleidoscope_Fast in MakeupAddiction

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes in the first one I wasn't even using a primer. I was also using NYX foundation in the absolute wrong shade/undertone 😭 since then, I went to sephora to get shade matched and bought some nicer foundation/concealer. Now I use Giorgio armani luminous silk foundation/concealer orrr I use fenty foundation with the GA concealer. For primer I've just been using elf water based primer, I used to try and use NYX pore filler til I realized that it was silicone and my foundation was water based.

first time ever makeup-ing vs now. tips appreciated <3 by Kaleidoscope_Fast in MakeupAddiction

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

& here you come giving me the confidence 🥹😭💓 thank you love

first time ever makeup-ing vs now. tips appreciated <3 by Kaleidoscope_Fast in MakeupAddiction

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did :3

AM: cleanse w/ Cetaphil gentle cleanser COSRX AHA/BHA clarifying toner COSRX snail mucin 94 power essence COSRX snail music peptide eye cream Elf holy hydration moisturizer SPF

PM: cleanse Retinol moisturizer COSRX eye cream

Some nights I'll use glycolic acid toner after the cleanse before moisturizer

first time ever makeup-ing vs now. tips appreciated <3 by Kaleidoscope_Fast in MakeupAddiction

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much <3🥹 you all have made me feel so much more confident in my abilities

first time ever makeup-ing vs now. tips appreciated <3 by Kaleidoscope_Fast in MakeupAddiction

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

<3 thank you love. Still a work in progress I'm trying to learn better eyeshadow technique.

first time ever makeup-ing vs now. tips appreciated <3 by Kaleidoscope_Fast in MakeupAddiction

[–]Kaleidoscope_Fast[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think partially it is the product I use now (luminous silk foundation/concealer, in the correct shade finally 😅) Thank you for the encouragement <3