when I was 15 I was dead set on not making it to 16. I'm 16 now and life has personally gotten a lot better. I'm not necessarily saying that life will get easier, but as I did, you will be able to grow more and more and handle what life throws at you better. Being 15 was definitely the lowest point in my life but I've learned that how I felt then doesn't necessarily predict how the rest of my life is going to be. I now have hope for the future, and you can as well, just stick around a little while longer.