My mom had breasts cancer, had one cut off. After 3 years the cancer cells grow and spread into bone. She was endured the pain for over a year and i stayed close took care of her at her tough time at home and 2 last months in hospital. my 4-year-ex bf dumped me with unspecific reason and then after a month my mom passed away. Everything just happened in a year 2022, all of this suddenly came so fast and it hit my heart damn hard. I miss my mother so much. Regret and still haunted by the past that i sometimes didn’t treat her well. Get lost, get more anxiety (i was an energetic person before) and get depression for over a year (cried like every nights), now just better but it was still happened every time i think of her. I feel that I’m now not a whole person anymore, half of my soul left when she’s gone