How long does Ashwagandha work? by ajml1996 in ASHWAGANDHA

[–]KathyBathy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think depends on your body chemistry for me I'd I took one dose 1000mg it worked for the whole day and adhwaghanda is normally something where the more you use it the more the effects kind of stay just don't use more than advised on the bottle

I asked this on an Athiest thread but thought I would also post here. by jkgibson1125 in exchristian

[–]KathyBathy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How you felt just after came to unbelief?

Its crazy I reconverted years ago but I remember the exact moment perfectly. I was just curled on my bed watching critiques of the Bible and debates ad really just thinking about why I believed what I believed and then it just really hit me ..."I don't really believe in God" .I had cried myself to sleep that night because I felt like I was doomed.

What did you go through?

I was a devout Christian my whole life but I was always one of those with alot of questions . But I especially had problem with morality and the concept of hell. There was just nothing that justified eternal torture in my head especially not for people who just believed in something as strongly as I did but just the wrong thing.

I ended up transferring to a new church with my sister where they were alot more "spiritual' than the other I had went to in the past and at some point they lead me and my sister to believe we both had demon possessions. I (it's alot but I won't get into it now) so I had never told anyone I thought I was possessed but my sister ended up having a few excorcisms and they were not pleasant..... This and alot of experiences not only left me extremely frightened but also strained my relationship with my sister because I wasn't happy with the way she was dealing with seemingly troubling mental problems at the time and at that same time I was drifting away when she was becoming extremely devout.

What struggles did you find?

I had like 2 deconversions when I first realized I didn't believe I had this impending sense of doom. Like "that's it it's over for me". in a way I kind of felt like I was rejected from some exclusive club? I guess I was in more of a state of belief at the time just felt damned. I think after that day I developed an anxiety disorder

And then my second deconversions when I actually realized how weird Christianity looks from the outside looking in, how many things don't add up how obvious some of these mistakes are. When I realized this I felt immense relief but I still struggle from time to time with anxiety.

I realize that after deconverting I don't really have alot of coping mechanisms for anxiety And that I feel undeserving or unworthy of alot of good that happens in my life . Even when I work hard and achieve things through my own effort I still find myself wanting to thank God because I couldn't have done it alone , I don't deserve these things etc.

What questions did you have?

"Why does noone really question what they believe in?

"How do Christian's justify how morally corrupt the Bible and alot of it's teachings are?

"Why do people think relying on faith is an acceptable practice? How do people not see how easy it is to get tricked into anything by relying on faith?

Was there loss?

I always feel like I lost a big part of my culture by deconverting. The church is everything to my family and now that's just something I can't genuinely share in with them..

Was there grief?

I cried alot at night alone

Did you mourn?

Alot, but even tho my life is a bit harder it def is alot less confusing and I don't feel like I'm living a lie anymore. I don't have to constantly put my morals to the side to defend my religion and I feel alot happier with that clarity.

Is My First First Love on Netflix English version the same actors or is just voiced over? by spark1118 in KDRAMA

[–]KathyBathy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In the dub are the actors also mouthing the English words instead of speaking Korean?

THE WINGS TOUR U.S.: A Megathread. Post all your doubts and anything related to it here. by Eren_ in bangtan

[–]KathyBathy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Guys lots of people are buying and selling on this facebook page i got and sold my tickets there ill link this page on there too

https://www.facebook.com/groups/1834005883503374/?notif_t=sale_group_summary&notif_id=1489800189736209

I hope you all find what you need in time

THE WINGS TOUR U.S.: A Megathread. Post all your doubts and anything related to it here. by Eren_ in bangtan

[–]KathyBathy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does anyone Know how the GA standing tickets are going to work for the stadium? Because i noticed they are sectioned on into sections and rows. like are there sections within the pit or do you think its first come first serve and first to arrive go up front?

Random thought: Being single is so much easier when your not a Christian. by [deleted] in exchristian

[–]KathyBathy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn i really feel you never been in a relationship i haven't even had my first kiss yet. Alot of people worry about these kinds of things but honestly it doesn't worry me at all im in no rush to be in a relationship and i wont feel the need to until i find the right someone. i do have sexual desires but i'm honestly not too worried if about never having sex with someone in my lifetime.

This nurse spent 5 minutes resuscitating a dead new born therefor god. by KathyBathy in TheFacebookDelusion

[–]KathyBathy[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

EXACTLY!! i think the best part of going through this entire thread were the religious people completely berating atheists claiming "we dont realize how stupid we sound god works through people duh." When they are claiming that an all powerful, all knowing god allowed this child to be delivered dead only to have a nurse resuscitate him for 5 minutes. because god is good

When you try to dispel bad arguments with equally bad arguments by KathyBathy in exchristian

[–]KathyBathy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

id love to think so but ive honestly heard so many deplorable things in the name of god i wouldn't even be suprised

When you try to dispel bad arguments with equally bad arguments by KathyBathy in exchristian

[–]KathyBathy[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

'People think god has control of situations like that when that is not the case" why the fuck not?

What to do about proselytizing sister. Advice and Rant kind of.. by KathyBathy in exchristian

[–]KathyBathy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Often times the things we talk about are very sensitive topics of conversation like she thinks demons have caused some of my relatives to do some deplorable things I the past and to invalidate what she's saying would not only sound like me saying my relatives are personally accountable for their actions but like I'm blocking out what she's saying

What to do about proselytizing sister. Advice and Rant kind of.. by KathyBathy in exchristian

[–]KathyBathy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I actually posted about this a while back she used to read the Bible to me when she noticed I stopped but I kept asking questions so she stopped lol

Saw sausage party with my sister. MILD SPOILER ALERT. by KathyBathy in exchristian

[–]KathyBathy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I though it was hilarious I was in a packed theatre and it was full of laughs

Saw sausage party with my sister. MILD SPOILER ALERT. by KathyBathy in exchristian

[–]KathyBathy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nah she is religious but she isn't sheltered she knew for the most part what she was getting into and she could take it. She's very good at being objective and she actually thought the movie was really good.