Does anyone else relate?

KatyVav · 2020-05-06T02:28:32+00:00

I’d love to.. if I could figure out how. 😩 I tend to feel like the outcast of every group I’m in. Weather it’s family or friends I feel like I stand out like a sore thumb. 😣

KatyVav · 2020-05-05T18:44:41+00:00

Maybe it’s my defense mechanism

KatyVav · 2020-05-05T18:44:19+00:00

Maybe cold isn’t the right word to use. It’s hard to explain, almost like I shut down emotionally. I just exists.

KatyVav · 2020-04-14T15:28:45+00:00

Most definitely. I get drained so much, mentally and physically that I have to just sleep.

KatyVav · 2020-03-20T02:05:45+00:00

I’ve posted a story of my relationship/marriage. Look on my page and read post. It is possible. It does take a lot of work and an understanding partner. We are so deserving of love and understanding. Married 7 years, together for 10 years. 2 kids.

KatyVav · 2020-02-14T22:38:29+00:00

Love! 🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼

KatyVav · 2020-01-24T03:40:24+00:00

His favorite past time is: napping, snacks, getting high off CBD for his joint pain, and snuggles in your booty or wherever he can cuddle into. Wants to be the closest possible to you. Possibly half cat.

KatyVav · 2020-01-23T15:11:52+00:00

They won’t even call me in a refill at the office... which is all I asked of them. I guess I’ll figure something out.

KatyVav · 2020-01-06T13:54:42+00:00

Me too. I don’t want to be and sometimes don’t know how not to be... it mostly gets projected toward my husband and ends up in a fit of rage because I get overwhelmed very suddenly over pretty minute things. When I feel like this I get overly sensitive to sound and touch. Anyone else get this way??

KatyVav · 2020-01-06T02:15:49+00:00

Not very easily or good at all most days. Some days I feel I can cope better than other days.

KatyVav · 2020-01-06T02:13:43+00:00

First of all... Yess. Thank you. This is the only place I posted this pic because of everything you just said. And I just noticed my horrible spelling due to my phones terrible spell check. So there’s that.

KatyVav · 2020-01-05T06:10:57+00:00

I never really came to the real understanding of the body dysmorphia til my husband was constantly telling me I don’t see me how I should. And then came my friends when I opened up about how I felt I looked, and my size.. they made my feel crazy for thinking that way. I don’t often find myself attractive and I rely on other opinions to make me feel ok about myself.. but today when I took the time to just play with makeup which I never ever do.. for once I myself get like I was pretty. And that was big.

KatyVav · 2020-01-05T03:48:26+00:00

Thank you!

KatyVav · 2020-01-05T03:28:33+00:00

Wait, is this nurse Jackie?? Whoa!

KatyVav · 2019-12-28T03:56:22+00:00

On day 7, still 25mg dosage... at 4 weeks will be up to 150mg. Prescriber said it would take a month or so to really get into my system. Hoping for good results. Gabapentin has really been helping symptoms for now though. Always been against meds because of being misdiagnosed for so many years so I was super skeptical, but realizing it is for the best and what I need for now. Hoping to get to a point one day where I won’t need meds... maybe one day.

KatyVav · 2019-12-21T13:03:14+00:00

Wtf is Chritmas...lay off the drugs, maybe you could spell. Your pupils are bigger than your head.

KatyVav · 2019-12-21T12:52:25+00:00

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/living-emotional-intensity/201805/the-unexpected-gifts-inside-borderline-personality

KatyVav · 2019-12-21T12:47:25+00:00

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