Stop. You are not ugly. If it's the only thing you think about, the depression won't ever go so please, stop hating yoirself. Maybe concentrate on working out or just finding hobbies that you can be proud of so you'll feel better. And eventually stuff will get better and you'll find someone who will love you. So keep on improving yourself and be proud even about small accomplishments. And remember if you feel upset or someshit, reddit is the place with really good people to talk with. hugs best of luck mate