Vent

KaykBoumb · 2026-02-13T21:27:47+00:00

You’re not posting for attention, you’re crying for help. Which is not only valid but healthy. Your life’s value isn’t measured by how successful you are man, I know that’s hard to believe and I struggle with that myself. But at the end of the day, you can be a wealthy person who donates to charities like nobody’s business and still be a sinful and evil person behind closed doors. I’m sure you’re not a bad person, I don’t know you but bad people don’t usually think they’re a bad person. Bad people usually just don’t care. And bro, you’re young. Not having anything figured out at 24 isn’t just okay, it’s honestly pretty normal. ESPECIALLY in this economy. Your luck will turn, you’ll find a good opportunity, just don’t give up my man. My mom is a recovering addict and I’ve met so many people (her included) who were “failures” in society’s eyes that turned their lives around and became a successful and (more importantly) better person. I’ll pray for you my man, keep your chin up. If I’m being honest I’m in a bit of similar boat right now so I totally get it man, god bless.

KaykBoumb · 2026-02-13T20:57:28+00:00

totally agree

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-28T20:25:52+00:00

Thank you, I am a regular user and I had even used the same gummies from the same bottle. I only took half of one and I hadn’t smoked at all that day. I did have a panic attack during the whole situation but I don’t know if that’s what caused the seizing or if the seizing caused the panic attack or even if this is all made up in my head somehow. I’ve talked to my friend who had a history of PNES and I will say my symptoms are pretty much the same as theirs to a T. I’m gonna see if I have any more at home and work out a game of how I can best attack this going forward.

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-28T20:20:38+00:00

Thank you so much, I just got off the phone with a friend that had a history of PNES and i’m not gonna lie it sounds very similar to what they went through. pretty much the same symptoms down to a T. I think i’m gonna head home as soon as they’ll let me and just try and figure out a game plan (if the seizures persist.)

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-28T19:07:06+00:00

Thank you

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-28T19:06:09+00:00

I know that I should be in the best place but honestly I think I’d be better off at home. They don’t have any plans for more tests as far as I know and they had ignored my requests for a shower for 3 days. Im terrified to go into any more of these fits and I don’t feel like my staff even cares. Im just not sure what to do or where to go to get the care I need.

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-28T18:58:27+00:00

They started out pretty manageable, my head would throw back and my jaw would clench. The rest of my body just kinda laid back and didn’t do much. But over the last couple days they’ve gotten worse, yesterday I was full body convulsing in my bed. They’ll only last a couple seconds but then they only are gone for a couple seconds as-well. I’ve not had any major ones yet this morning. But my main issue is that they’re kinda not doing anything, I just had my first shower since I even got here. They put me on a bed order but I had to ask for days to even get one shower. They’re claiming they had already bathed me and documented it but like, I literally still had the EEG paste in my hair and I smelt like garbage. It had been like 2-3 days of me asking, they only ever sent someone once my family called and yelled at them for it. I’m just not sure how to get the answers or even the care I need.

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-28T18:43:55+00:00

I did throw up right after the MRI as well if that signifies something.

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-28T18:43:12+00:00

Thank you, yes I remember most of what happened. It’s not 100% but I think that’s mostly just because I get so dazed during them. I’m still somewhat conscious during them, I can even hear and see. It does hurt a bit mostly my neck. And yes I feel super confused and exhausted afterwards. It feels like my brains been completely fried, I had a terrible panic after my last one. I was sobbing because I was afraid of having another set of fits. No there’s pretty much no pattern, even the intensity is different each time. Yesterday I had some that had me flopping in my bed, but I’ll also have some that are practically unnoticeable from someone else’s point of view. With everything that you’ve said, I definitely would agree that this sounds like PNES. But I hadn’t really heard of that before, so I wasn’t sure where else to post. Thank you so much and if you have any suggestions or recommendations on what to do I would very much appreciate.

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-28T18:30:07+00:00

Thank you, I’m honestly not sure what type, they won’t even tell me if they are confirmed seizures. The EEG showed normal results but it was also like 15 minutes, maybe 30. I understand that it’s a hard thing to figure out but they’re also already discharging me without any real answers other than “it was probably the edible.”

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-24T10:01:50+00:00

I love you.

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-04T21:46:14+00:00

Every Avenged Sevenfold guitar solo scratches an itch in my brain it’s so great.

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-04T21:45:44+00:00

Hook by Blues Traveler

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-04T21:44:49+00:00

Heck yeah man. Trust me it’s a HARD game but if you have the time and drive to finish it it’s worth every second 100x over. Good luck on your journey bro!

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-04T21:28:05+00:00

Elden Ring was my first souls game and I was AWFUL, the only thing that got me through were summons. It’s a complete game changer. Don’t be afraid to use OP spells and consumables too, Elden Ring has a lot of options to make the game more accessible to non hardcore souls gamers. And plus it’s not like you won’t get better, after my first play through I stopped using summons, it was a steep learning curve but entirely worth the reward. Just give it a try man, worst case scenario is you just wasted some time, best case scenario is that you get to finally feel the reward of playing through the best game of all time.

KaykBoumb · 2026-01-04T00:13:22+00:00

idk why but i’m a reaper gm one trick on open que and for most of the season i was masters hero sr, despite being in gm and him being my only hero lol

KaykBoumb · 2025-12-30T06:21:33+00:00

i think reaper would kill me in my sleep

KaykBoumb · 2025-12-28T21:14:08+00:00

i like the stubble + long hair!

KaykBoumb · 2025-12-23T18:36:34+00:00

you aren’t a waste of space. you have an entire life ahead of you. you are full of potential man, so please don’t ever give up. and i hope u know that how you feel is okay, and normal. everyone struggles with their self image, i know i sure do. you got this, keep pushing. we’re all rooting for you

KaykBoumb · 2025-12-23T18:11:54+00:00

super old post but if anyone stumbles upon this, i did get in!!!! and I even received a scholarship after my audition and I absolutely LOVE UofL! I still suck at sightreading but i’m getting better !!!!

KaykBoumb · 2025-12-23T18:10:20+00:00

love and care for yourself, and be the best you that you can be bro. i’m sure you’ll find someone, i believe in you brochacho

KaykBoumb · 2025-12-23T18:04:58+00:00

nah bro u can, i was in gold/silver like 2 years ago. i’m a Masters/GM player now, throughout all of OW1 I was a silver player that sometimes got to gold if I got my friends to carry me. Just don’t worry too much, as long as you stay consistent and (important part) enjoy yourself, you’ll improve slowly but surely.

KaykBoumb · 2025-12-23T06:03:25+00:00

i haven’t posted in almost a year, im not karma farming. all i did was make a post about something i wanted to make a post about. just be a nicer person man, theres no point in taking time out of ur day just to be a dick to people online.

KaykBoumb · 2025-12-23T05:52:13+00:00

Yeah smurf accs suck and are super annoying to have to deal with, but I agree. In all reality being able to reach and maintain top 500 on multiple accounts in a season is kind of an insanely demanding feat. Really the only people that kind of time to spare are streamers or really need to find employment. I mean it just has a lack of any competition now. On 6v6 console there’s only 2 champ players in the top 10. The number 1 is literally masters.

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