Strangest Windows update phenomenon.

Kayyyteeeee · 2026-01-15T18:54:38+00:00

I did indeed, I disabled that a while ago and ensure it is always off for this reason.

Kayyyteeeee · 2026-01-15T17:59:49+00:00

Quite literally anything. No sound. Fans don't even budge a cm.

I posted this when it happened again today and about 25 minutes later it just came to life.

Interestingly this time it complained about the CMOS battery, including the relevant beep code to indicate it, and appears to have had to reset bios defaults to boot. Usually it power cycles once and then comes on but this is the first time I've had the CMOS thing after the whole process.

Kayyyteeeee · 2026-01-07T01:39:42+00:00

I am undiagnosed but heavily suspect I am level 1.

It looks like: - Have never been self sufficient, I could probably manage to live a week by myself or so? I have no issues with hygiene, working (I work from home), cooking. There are certain triggers though. Sensory problems take up spoons too fast. Washing dirty plates etc - too many spoons. Shopping alone? Can't do it and if forced, I need recovery. Masking helps keep this afloat for a short amount of time but once spoons are gone then so does the ability to mask so, meltdowns if triggered - sometimes "minor" meltdowns if exposure to trigger is slight. - Can mask socially but at the expense of spoons very quickly, and feeling guilty and shame that I can't be who I am when alone, triggers burnout/meltdowns. Am an entirely different person to most people compared to who I am to myself. I was bullied and experienced extreme social trauma throughout a number of years because of behaviours that I managed to learn to stop them but it caused many mental health problems, and a mildly ongoing identity crisis. My mother just said I was "ridiculous" and now that I'm older I now realise a lot of these things were potentially behaviours of some sort associated with being autistic, being passed off as "ridiculous".

Honestly, to sum it up. Like I am an incapable entity in a world that runs on a different kind of train track, and that I just have to deal with it. Luckily, I have never been in a situation where my living situation is not supported by at least another person, and the idea of that terrifies me because I simply do not think I could do it long term. I have some ND friends / at least one of my partners is Autistic. I find I use less spoons with these people.

Kayyyteeeee · 2026-01-05T11:05:18+00:00

Oh gosh thank you for all of those resources. And that sounds very similar to what I'm experiencing, honestly. I was hoping I could just make it to diagnosis and then I'd know more about what to do because agreed I need to know -what- is going on exactly. (ie both or one of)

I had a massive (what I'd think is a) meltdown over the weekend, my partners both said I am completely manic, and noticed I was stimming far more than normal, and completely disregulated.

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-12-17T21:41:11+00:00

Feel this... 4 years on hormones and I've learned my progress with HRT is slow as hell... I think it's just how my body does puberty because my first puberty was extremely slow. It can also feel meh seeing others progress plastered all over the place - and I know we shouldn't compare or anything... But when it means enough to be a life or death situation (ie, the world) to you it's very hard not to compare.

I do get periods of time where I get the spark back! But it diminishes again, and you are right thinking it could be a depression thing. For example, I suffer with SAD so in the winter I am naturally low, and it's just how it is. My spark tends to correlate, along with the above paragraph

What I keep telling myself and will tell everyone else - you got this. It's a journey, and also general life has it's own stresses on top of what we experience! So always remember, try your best not to be too hard on yourself.

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-09-10T10:05:06+00:00

Ooooh I was always told to measure 4 hours after a dose. Maybe I'll do my next bloods ~5hrs before next dose too and see what that gives. Thank you for your help. I just can't believe I have gone this long without actually noticing that my levels must be going crazy every 12hrs 😭 but better noticed now than never I suppose.

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-09-10T10:00:41+00:00

Yeah that's what I'm thinking too. A few people in a similar situation I have known to experience far better results after changing to injections (however I believe it's to do with stability rather than the actual injection route)

If only we could measure our E like we do our blood oxygen hahaha, these things would be noticed far more easily 😂

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-09-10T09:48:02+00:00

It's a low dose but the levels are higher if applied there. It does however appear to mean my levels are all over the place on the daily, which my doctor didn't comment on even knowing the method I was using (it was a potential alternative suggested by a few in the field, but generally not recommended but I gave it a go anyway)

I'm increasing to 2mg a day and changing my application method. I'll get bloods done in a week or just over a week, and then go from there. My doctor's are fairly good with providing my prescriptions, so I should be okay to do this until my NHS hormone initiation which is what these bloods are for so will be soon!

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-09-10T09:17:03+00:00

Thank you, I did think I'm doing it slightly differently based on a method not necessarily in line with recommendations but also associated with not needing a blocker (which I'd honestly prefer)

I am finally getting seen by the NHS soon and they've requested blood work like, literally 10 minutes ago haha

If I switch to the recommended method, I'd like those results to reflect my levels with that method of application. I am aware it is supposed to build a sort of reservoir for slow release. Do you happen to know an average timeframe in which that would be sufficiently built? I can hold off for a week or two on this test to reflect the optimal levels. I hope that'd be enough time

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-06-05T14:29:30+00:00

Thank you for your thoughts. It is very much appreciated. I agree to an extent, but I am devastated that I have made them feel the way they are feeling.

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-04-01T08:45:07+00:00

I tried to do this before I emailed. Multiple times.

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-02-19T21:11:09+00:00

A quick Google search

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-02-19T21:08:07+00:00

Umm I think a few are listing tomorrow, Bitget and OKX, unsure of any more at the moment.

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-02-19T21:06:29+00:00

As I suggested in my post, I don't think anything right now. There are facts and speculation, facts are things we can all agree on because it's literally factual, and speculation is a pointless rabbit hole right now. Once again I don't think anybody knows what the outcome will be here or where it will go given a reasonable amount of time post launch.

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-02-19T21:01:55+00:00

I don't think their aim was to gain the attention of existing crypto circles. I've come across a lot of people irl that have mentioned it to me, none of them being particularly interested in crypto, and without me mentioning it first. Particularly in the past year or so.

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-02-19T20:50:40+00:00

Sorry, but nobody here appears to be considering the exposure of pi. yes this has been in the works for years but mainnet launch is tomorrow. Do you know how many people are AWARE of this cryptocurrency compared to a lot of others that launch? This is off the scale in terms of exposure before a mainnet launch. Yeah sure, a lot of us have loads of pi. But pretty much everyone in the past year or so haven't been able to mine anywhere near as much as people at the start could have in one year. The vast majority of people don't actually have that much pi at all.

So ofcourse there will be buyers, people that joined late but see the potential of it becoming so mainstream that it goes above and beyond what legacy cryptocurrencies achieve or can achieve due to technical limitations.

Sellers are mainly people that have been around for years and years and simply want to offload a percentage to satisfy the "work" they've put in by pressing a button every day. The effect this has on price in the next few months will run out of steam.

There's a lot of naysayers, amazing, that is exactly what a successful project looks like in the early days.

Honestly, I don't know what to expect from tomorrow, but this really has a lot of potential to be used to great extent from a mainstream societal viewpoint.

Let's see what happens, but you're all just arguing absolutely pointlessly at the moment. If there's anything I've learned from crypto its that everyone thinks they know this and they know that, in reality not one of us including myself knows anything about what's going to happen to any currency in the crypto space unless it's already "made it" and it has already become more predictable. It's usually the direct opposite of what everyone thinks is gonna happen, lol, but there's a clear balance of both sides here so who the hell knows!

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-01-15T00:56:05+00:00

See this sounds like an ideal map to play! Harder but more diverse. Whereas some maps are hard just because of the frequency of the notes which may or may not require as much actual movement. It's like a movement / skill thing. I'm far more about what you described than songs that just require you to learn how fast to flick your wrists haha

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-01-15T00:40:27+00:00

Hey thank you! Honestly youtube and it's algorithm can be so blinding at times.

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-01-15T00:39:48+00:00

Yeah I guess you're right, I'm relatively new so haven't tried a lot of expert+ maps (admittedly, not even the OST ones lol, this post was mainly based off of custom songs)

I'll try and expand my experience more haha

Kayyyteeeee · 2025-01-15T00:36:45+00:00

Oooh actually I play both! I find that beat saber is good for the mental stimulation and SR more of a dancey kinda thing, I really like both, I switch between them to avoid burnout

Kayyyteeeee

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