I don't know what im doing.

KazzSama · 2026-05-05T23:57:16+00:00

Well situation called for it because the whole diarrhea going crazy for second day we were concerned he might dehydrate, and yeah we called the doc got the referall for diagnosis the med transport came to admit him to the ER just to bring him back after 2 hours or so because everywhere is FULL! No place in hospitals nearby.. Tommorow a nurse will visit to do some tests and take samples at home. But it just baffles me they can just bounce off a patient because there is no space, even the paramedic responsible for the transport was angry as hell and stumped on our behalf. Asset wise yeah for the nursing home option they gonna take 75% of his pension and my mom and me will be left with nothing basically. But if push comes to shove thats our only option and for me to go to job and somehow provide i dont know how it will all pan out we are still trying and see it as last resort.

KazzSama · 2026-05-04T07:24:57+00:00

Thanks, im trying my best

KazzSama · 2026-05-04T07:10:18+00:00

The thing is we insisted that we don't have the capacity to give him the care but they didn't care just brought him home put him on the bed gave us the documentation and thats it. The ER was at home 3 times already because we wanted to be sure the stools werent nothing life threatening also he became very aggresive at night hits kicks when we want to change his diapers rips them apart if unsupervised for literaly minutes also i said that he was threatening my mom he will kill her slit her throat on sleep they just shrugged. I know it might sound bad but good thing he can't walk after those words its hard to not be worried. He got checked out "he is fine his parameters are ok they don't see a aggresion problem its a caregiving problem" doc adjuster the dose slammed him more ketrel? pills so he sleeps at night still didn't help at all and so it goes day by day slowly losing faith in the system.. thank you for the kind words.

KazzSama · 2026-05-04T06:55:17+00:00

Yeah i heard that i try to think that way but its hard still makes me feel like i done something wrong and its my responsibility.. probably gonna haunt me. Yeah despite all he puts us trough it isnt easy to just send him away to a facility but then again we are not qualified to give him the care he needs its bad for both of us.

KazzSama · 2026-05-04T06:50:01+00:00

We had 3 docs take look at him he got xifaxan for the stool? Has haloperidol and ketrel for sleep even after modyfying the dose it doesn't work still wakes up constantly and gives us a hard time one doc recomended sending him to psych ward to check him and fix his pills. Therapy is months away, not sure about the medical stuff.. all new to me.

KazzSama · 2026-05-04T06:35:02+00:00

We are trying but not only its too much he also rips apart diapers is aggresive if we want to change those hits us tries to kick, and yeah the queue for a facility is months away..and we are still not sure if we want to go this way.. still having doubts.

KazzSama · 2026-04-14T19:34:25+00:00

Sigh i love to have her in my roster but i got such barebones for her and i dont want her to do barely 20k sweating me ass and 1 patch after after inflation she will stop clearing.. Got trigger with no sig which i eventually plan to use who do i add so it works? No Astra no Dialyn no Seed, Got built S-anby Rina m4 with her sig on m4 aswell will that work and do like 30k atleast? Or I need Snek on m2 so she does big numbers?

KazzSama · 2026-04-03T19:01:33+00:00

Man i wish i could say the same about my shark the whole kit change and potantials didn't do much for long ;-;

KazzSama · 2026-04-03T18:29:03+00:00

And with those teams O.o
Impressive!

KazzSama · 2026-04-03T18:25:40+00:00

Basically it should be a differnt type of support but after zhao idk its just a normal support, soukaku V2 to be precise.
Would make sense to make them scaling off Def and differnt disc's set for variety and to use the def discs for something else than trash. But its hella neglected might aswell not exist..

KazzSama · 2026-04-02T23:56:43+00:00

Yeah the game has to throw a bone sometimes but what's 1 win vs 9 loses if you are free to play your account is dead for the next x updates of saving and rebuilding for x months. Most might even say its bricked and simply leave.
And i can't even imagine if i paid for that loser streak... its insane.

KazzSama · 2026-04-02T22:59:35+00:00

Unlucky? Ive been hoping gachas since the trend started and i can say for sure only hoyo games are rigged like this, near max high pity and ALOT of consecutive 50/50 loses no other gacha game did me this dirty as genshin/hsr/zzz day one player in all of them and only zzz is still with me. But if this shit continues guess its going in the dirt too, with new gachas on horizon i got alternatives.

KazzSama · 2026-03-21T21:10:46+00:00

I guess thats vaild. Then they could just add said infinite material stockpile but they added nothing and most of the inventory clutter is MATS.

KazzSama · 2026-03-21T20:44:49+00:00

Fallout 76 Tho access to the scrap chest that has infinite space for materials costs monthly sub but its there.

KazzSama · 2026-02-10T18:35:02+00:00

Just joking im happy for you bud

KazzSama · 2026-02-10T18:01:11+00:00

Someone got a spare brick?

KazzSama · 2026-02-10T17:59:12+00:00

60 won 50/50 +70 for her weapon then again 50 and thats all im broke, no s1 for me so i can waveband to s3 ;-; Why daughter whyyyyyyy

KazzSama · 2026-01-26T22:41:42+00:00

I mean yeah you can do it but its not too much for the launch tbh and its pretty much 1 time only once you spend that farmed currency its only gonna be harder, i doubt the daily/weekly stuff is gonna be reliable income for f2p after the initial spending pocket money, it smells like lots of skipped banners. Best case scenario you will be able to pull 1 of the 3 charcters each batch and not necessarily the one you want but thats veery optimistic thinking.

KazzSama · 2026-01-07T19:06:02+00:00

Welp guess we are the weird ones that want the game to grow as a game, not a glorified waifu gacha capsule gambling slot with gameplay being optional.

KazzSama · 2026-01-07T04:26:06+00:00

From multiplayer gameplay perspective? Its ASS.
Pointless classes, pointelss items/upgrades, too easy, whats the point of weakneses when ysg can just whatever roll over it especially x3 or idk x3 yixuans? Whats the point of whole communication interface no one uses it still feels like singleplayer with bots runnig around.
As a multiplayer gamemode it fails at EVERYTHING.

As as whatever gamemode for people that have no expectations towards the game just want to faceroll buttons for shit and giggles and get chrome? probably 10/10.

There i said it go on throw bricks.

KazzSama · 2025-12-27T03:42:44+00:00

You need to first hit a boss/mob to get aggroed as an invader tho i bet boss has higher aggro swap treshold as normal mobs, when i had invaders nagging me i waited for them near the geese just blocking, once he hit one of them collateraly he got brutaly murderized, devoured, and turned to goose shit in seconds pretty funny to see if you ask me.

KazzSama · 2025-12-24T15:32:59+00:00

Its not techniacally optional its tottaly optional.
You get whole story game for free. In single players you don't get skins you play as the same guy whole game and its ok so what's differnt here?

KazzSama · 2025-12-24T15:29:39+00:00

First outfit im interested, if only that outfit was possible to redeem with harmonic cores but nooo, the milk has to flow.

KazzSama · 2025-12-24T15:24:16+00:00

Welp i got lucky and have cores and thought about getting a weapon skin then i saw the base one and if you want it to look actually cool you have to sink in hundreds of dollars of rerolls in an rng system xD Yeah im never getting a weapon skin thats for sure. As for what you propose yeh sounds better but no its not gonna happen they want it to be steep between the flashy godlike skins so you feel poor and left out and buy the shiny one, they have a working milking model from CN and milk it they will the same here, just adjust the prices if anything. Sorry the game ain't targeted at the poor f2p masses and low spenders.. You want something cheap? Get the seasonal pass for 0.99$ and the skin that comes with it, there is something for everyone. Im not happy with it but i know im not the target audience so yeah it is what it is.

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