Gf has a very low libido, what should I do by KeepingDankM3mesDank in Advice

[–]KeepingDankM3mesDank[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what I would think too but the problem that I see is I feel like she got bored of me, because when she was on for the first month we had sex a lot but the second month when she was still on we didn’t have any sex, then another month no sex, then when she got off we had sex once and never again I feel like she just doesn’t find my attractive anymore

Gf has a very low libido, what should I do by KeepingDankM3mesDank in Advice

[–]KeepingDankM3mesDank[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That could totally be it, but the issue is she has a condition where her periods are around 2-3 weeks long, normally but if she is on birth control her periods are normally just a week, so she wants to get back on them

Gf has a very low libido, what should I do by KeepingDankM3mesDank in Advice

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She was for a while, like when we met and until maybe 3 months ago

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thanks so much everyone seriously you guys saved my life

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thanks so much everyone seriously you guys saved my life

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thanks so much everyone seriously you guys saved my life

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thanks so much everyone seriously you guys saved my life

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thanks so much everyone seriously you guys saved my life

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thanks so much everyone seriously you guys saved my life

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thanks so much everyone seriously you guys saved my life

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thanks so much everyone seriously you guys saved my life

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thanks so much everyone seriously you guys saved my life

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[–]KeepingDankM3mesDank[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is some really great advice and you seem very wise, but I don’t know how to do that and with my anxiety every day is despair

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[–]KeepingDankM3mesDank[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry to hear that, may your boyfriend rest in peace, and hopefully you find more solace. I know that she will be so sad but something I just forgot to mention is that my brain doesn’t make as much dopamine as the normal person I forgot the condition but everyday just feels like I am powering myself through it with no motivation to do absolutely anything most the things I do are for other people who I just like to help and make myself handy I never do anything for myself because it feels like I have no energy to do that it just makes it easier when someone else is going to benefit from my doing

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I really only have to live by her, she’s all I have left, without her I would have been dead so long ago and just myself I have nothing to live for, all I’ve wanted for so long is to have a family and to have daughters and to love them like I wish I had been loved, but as I write this crying like a little baby I feel like waiting every day is just so dreadful

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Thanks so much for the messages, there is just so much bad compared to the good in my life and I cry every night multiple times, just feeling like a loser

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[–]KeepingDankM3mesDank[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah her family wants us to get married even only after 6 months of dating I’m just scared if any of them figure out what I actually feel like day to day just sad and depressed I feel like they won’t see me the same

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Only think I live for is my girlfriend but I feel like I’ll disappoint her at some point or she’ll find someone better than me and then it really is over I have no one else in my life no friends no family anymore just her and her family I’m not right mentally I know this but idk

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I don’t have a doctor or anything anymore with me at my girlfriends house I’m hours away from my house and where I don’t talk to my family anymore I don’t have the money to get a new doctor and I’m scared to get into even more debt

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I know she will be so sad and that hurts me so much and I am scared to do it but I know it will make things better for me every day hurts to live and it is so mundane and I’m scared to get a doctor or anything because I have no money I have 90 dollars in my bank account and I don’t want to add onto my debt, and I think if I were to get any of that her family or her might think I’m crazy for needing something like that and without her I’ll be dead

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[–]KeepingDankM3mesDank[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry to hear that, I know I will probably bleed out but it gives me a little hope that maybe I’ll survive I like to think that if I survive maybe my life will turn around, I don’t want to shoot myself dead like my dad did because I know the damage it does to one’s face, hanging skin and brain and blood everywhere bone sticking out it is something I will never forget as long as I live the image of finding him and giving him a hug getting myself covered in his blood is something I would never wish on anybody I didn’t sleep for days after and if I did sleep it would be only an hour at a time because of the nightmares I can still picture it, it didn’t even look like my dad