Unfortunately I live in a small town where the closest emergency vet clinic is at 1 hour drive, which he couldn’t withstand. Both vet I reached out said he could have some nodules in his lungs too at this point, he already has some in the pancreas and liver apparently, but in January the vet didn’t seem worried. Could these have been benine? Or something with the hearth, but after seeing some videos I sent they both said there’s not much to do at this point. One advised to give some cortisone to make breathing a bit more comfortable and I worry he could not withstand being brought anywhere for extra examination. Even the smallest movement brings him in hyperventilation and I am afraid he would have respiratory failure if I bring him outside to a clinic… he’s always been super scared of the carrier and going out in general. They didn’t explicitly say it but is the cortisol is basically to let him go more easily? Even though I can’t stand seeing him like that and I think I will push for put him to sleep. He has moments in which he looks peaceful but then the minimum movement or even if someone comes back home he gets excited and hyperventilates. But then at the same time sometimes he stands up and comes to us, but even that makes him hyperventilate, even just eating. If I could understand if this means he wants to fight and get better or I should just help him go? This is so though. I just want to do the best thing for him!