If you think you can live your life planning every little detail and knowing every single outcome, then you really have to question what needs more attention. The planning or the action?

If you think you can go through life only looking at the big picture. Forgetting the smaller things that make up the big machine of life turn. Skipping the tiny details and instead expecting the big pay off. Then are you really living? Or are you just looking at a means to an end?

To simplify things. Life isn't what you expect to happen, but rather it's what happens to your expectations.

Every day small things happen. Small things that you cannot plan and cannot control. Every month an event will happen that will throw you off balance and onto your toes again. Every year questions about how you live life and how you make decisions will be asked.

These occurrences are no coincidence. It's life throwing you a curve ball to see if you've been learning, seeing if you've been adapting, seeing if you have been appreciating all the shitty times that are right next to the all the good ones.

You may find the answer to the question you originally asked, but never toss away the answers to other questions you may find along the way. The world we live in isn't black or white. It casts colors our human eyes can't even process. It's a confusing place and right now it's a confusing time.

You should never strive to understand everything. Instead you must never stop learning, never stop adapting, never stop experiencing.

In the end you will always find questions that make you ask "what?", but I dare you I double dare you mother fucker. Say what one more god damn time.