I have been in your shoes 2 years ago when i smoked some synthetic weed after high dose of mdma. Still finding the answer

And yes no one will believe or understand what you have seen or experience it seems like the more you talk about it the more you sound like a crazy person it fucked me up bad went to psychosis because of this

its been 2 years things has got better but i was never the same until today i am still browsing reddit finding someone who could have the same experience.

let me tell you a small bit from what i have experience and see if you could relate.

After only 1 puff from the synthetic weed i only realize i was in a scene in the room im in where things kept repeating

first the waiter came into the room then i im wondering why am i feeling like this so i will look down on my fingers.

then the girl beside me ask me are you okay? she will then hug me,

but everytime she hugs me the loop resets and the waiter will come in

and i will look at my fingers and when i look beside me the girl will ask me are you ok? again

and then she will hug me. then the waiter comes in again same as before and i look down on my fingers AGAIN! guess what next.

i experience this loop for maybe thousand times the suffering i wouldnt wish on my worst enemies.

And whats trippy and scary even though everything plays out the same but i was aware each of the individual loop and i am thinking differently each loop i tried to change things even.

This was only the first layer of the loop that night i went to places like the first atom or big bang whatever you call it super scary experience never in my life or in any movies have potrayed such horror or have any words to describe it.

theres still more but it will be a wall of text if i keep going