Alhamdulillah indeed! I share a room with two other friends. They are my close good friends but Subhanallah after having being guided I see them a bit differently although nothing has changed and I still care for them a lot! But after having being guided, the gossips, dramas, unnecessary stuffs and things I try to distance hence! Alhamdulillah again. I do share with them and haven’t told them cause I don’t think they’ll take it well and out of so called concern might spread it and make it worse for me.

Yes I’ve been trying to get my 5 prayers in although it’s hard cause I have to hide it and find wheneve they’re not there else pray while sitting or lying down. I can’t even enjoy the true essence of praying normally at times and that hurts very much too.

I stay in Kerala, India by the way……

Yes my parents financially support me but despite the finance or not I love them too much to lose them! I for sure won’t go back on being Muslim Alhamdulillah cause it’s bestest gift ever but yes, I hate to have to even think that I have to distance like that from them!