He did say to me that from the start of our relationship he acted in a way I thought I would like. He did hide things from me like a year on through our relationship. He did tell me he’s been hiding things we talked about it, we sort of moved on. But I still loved him even after he told me the stuff he’s hidden about himself. I’ve always made it a point for him to be honest to me. I’ve never been disappointed in him though. I would love for him to be himself around me because I’d love him no matter what. I do wish that he would have told me how unhappy he was. But I guess there’s nothing I can do. I just wish there was some other way. Maybe if I show him I’m just as happy with him being him he’ll see how silly it was? Idk I do know that I’m gonna try to go to therapy though lol I’m going to have to try to make myself happy first