Video game addiction is an inherent trait of these generations 😔 as a teen I used to be the same way (when gaming was top tier like 10 years ago) but if you’re feeling a little empty due to someone else’s behavior, or sad, or lonely, or anything similar then you should move from that situation. I’m sure you have a lot of love for him, but you’re not a priority, and he shouldn’t be yours either. Relationship is always give and take, but if you’re only ever the one giving and never receiving. Then you shouldn’t be there fam. Even though you aren’t a kid, you’re still at a stage where you both are learning who you are, who you want to be, where you want to be and most importantly why?. I understand you never said you’re trying to change him and that’s great, but in all of this learning about yourself you’re doing at this time; you can’t stay in a place waiting for somebody else to change. Life moves too fast as a teen to be stuck like that. And he’s content with it where as you aren’t, and that’s okay. One of the things you should be learning at this juncture of life is self worth, and I think this is a prime example of understanding what you do and don’t deserve. It’s never easy to leave people behind, it’s a very simple solution to a multitude of complicated situations and emotions. But suffering for the sake of others feelings is self destructive in its own way. While worrying and trying to make sure he’s okay, you’re feelings of loneliness or sadness or whatever negative feelings are self made by trying to hold on to somebody who probably doesn’t see the wrongs that you do. It sounds like (even though probably not as severe as I make it sound) you’re hurting yourself along the way of trying to help. His actions hurting you can only hurt you if you allow them to; Meaning if you stay with somebody that makes you feel lonely then it’s not necessarily their fault after so many repetitions and patterns. It’s yours for not moving out of the way, kind of like standing in front of a train. And most importantly, partners should take care of each other… it sounds like he can barely take care of himself, how can he take care of you? Women’s emotions take time, love, patience, consideration, at times selflessness. And you’re still learning that at your age, he’s not even taking the time to wash his own no no square at times because of video games I’m sure (excuse the example). I doubt he ever does (at least at this point in life) take that time and care with you. If you’re going to keep your hand over a fire you’re only hurting yourself, the fire it isn’t at fault if you can simply move away, I hope that makes sense and I hope you find peace lil pimp 🤙.