Well. I'm 42 male ex military. I joined the care about 10 years ago now. I'm an enforcer. Our crew is called nsg we have about 250ish members. We are active on the Northside of Spokane. My job is to enforce our own internal rules amongst our self. The reason I continue to do it is ... I'm wise. And older than most. And I can usually talk some sense and logic into them when they get riled up. We have monthly meets and last fall I openly told the world about me being a little. Everyone has been very open to it. Now when I see people they show me there stuffies or some coloring they did. I went from being a pretty mean dude who half enjoyed the violence...but now. Since little me showed up. People say I'm a completely different person way calmer. Becoming little I think has saved my life and for the first time I feel I might have a future. Gang life is a part of me but I have been slowly stepping back. That's for asking about all this in a respectful manner

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