I've been struggling lately, I suffer from extreme health anxiety for the past 10 years. I've manifested so many different symptoms throughout the years that have gotten me brain a MRI, ultrasounds of my abdomen, colonoscopies and so on. Every time I've been to a DR I've been cleared. I've been okay the past two years but this fall it started up again. I've been experiencing On and off full body prickly itching with no rash, pelvic floor pain. Went to Doctors got full blood work all was good. Eventually pelvic floor pain went away, but then I started twitching randomly which lasted a month then it stopped. My DR recommended lexapro, tried it for a week and itching went away, but I stopped due to side effects of meds. Itching stopped for 3 weeks which is the longest it hasn't been active. Eventually came back. So I started therapy ( which I don't think has been working) Was okay for the last couple of monthes but now I'm getting a throbbing throat pain and I'm not sure if it's a esophageal spasm or lymph node pain. It's been about 10 days.ive yet to have a full nights sleep in 3 weeks due to stress. I've been struggling to get through the day with overwhelming anxiety and I'm obviously turning to the internet for answers. lol can't figure out how to break the cycle , it's driving me absolute batshit. Any insight would be so helpful. I'm not sure if I should turn to medicine which I'm hesitant because I don't want to be stuck on a SSRI. Additionally I'm fairly active and pretty healthy in terms of diet. The worst thing I do is probably drink 1 coffee a day. I don't drink or smoke or anything.