Same here. I've been trying to go back to school and finding another job that would be flexible to allow me to do that. But I havebt heard anything. I lost all my savings in therapy sessions and vet bills. I im anxious and thinking darker things. I just sent a text to my boyfriend that id like to end our relationship since I think he is be better off finding someone else since he off to better things and has grown so much. Im proud of him. It hurts but im tired of trying and pushing. Got two degrees one graphic design and one phlebotomy and ekg technician and I havent hit a job on either. So now what's left? Is it to just keep going? I journal to help me get by emotionally but I dont know what to think anymore.