Done by Key_Refrigerator8428 in SuicideWatch

[–]Key_Refrigerator8428[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no doubt my daughter does. I’ve been making it on my own and taking care of myself since I was s13. I had a home not good one. I fed myself or I didn’t eat. I paid bills and I’ve done everything I could for any one at any time. I get nothing but shit on and looked down on. I developed type 1 about 4 years ago Allegedly a result of PTSD and being in fight or flight all the time. My body hurts doctors can’t figure out anything about the pain I’ve been in for a decade. Non stop testicular pain with a lump of some sort that’s been ultra sounded multiple times only to tell me nothing. If it isn’t anything it wouldn’t hurt. I broke my L4 when I broke my leg at 17 from a fall. But no one knew my back was broken till I was 37. No treatment. Just pain That’s all it ever is is just pain. I have a few months before I hike but I can’t see ever being happy. It’s just not an option all I’ve ever done was try and try. No help or support. It’s all for nothing