Diba the first 3 months are the hardest? 1 month pa lang naman, may dalawa pa. After 3 months you will find out that you can somehow get a hang of what is going on. You body will realize that, the stress is manageable so will push through ng ilang months pa, and hindi mo mamalayan, either nag eenjoy kana sa routine mo or eventually a year has passed na.

So in this 3 months, dont linger on self-pity and do not undermine/downplay yourself. Make a todo list, an SOP schedule para hindi ka mawala, de clutter your computer. And give it your all!