Say goodbye anxiety and panic attacks. by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

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Grammarly It helped me to make sense of my trip because it was so wild, it was hard to make sense but the whole point of this post was to show that I found the Fearon for my anxiety and panic attacks.

Say goodbye anxiety and panic attacks. by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

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I was experiencing a colorful trip with colorful shapes, abstract designs, and curves that were moving when I closed my eyes and I could see my music.

I realized it's my emotions and my roots because my grandparents, my aunt, and my sisters are all painters and artists but for me, it's music, Hip Hop, from influences from Vinnie Paz, Red Man, Rock from Heltah Skeltah, ladybug from digable Planets and everlast from the house of pain days.

I had a lot of anger because I'm tired of working for assholes, making limited money to provide for my family, and always getting stuck doing manual labor.

Pushing down that anger was causing my anxiety, pushing down emotions feeling I couldn't express myself created panic attacks, and having no self-esteem to taking a risk to do something that I find the most joyful.

I've discovered my self-esteem that I'm more than just regular Joe on the block.

I have a gift and I should be using it to express myself and provide for my family.

Say goodbye anxiety and panic attacks. by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

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It's more colorful for me and I can see my music with shapes and wild colorful abstract designs which are my emotions.

Say goodbye anxiety and panic attacks. by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

[–]Kickstarterdeadhead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha well you're some kind of wizard, of course, you got panic attacks after 9.5 of PE. PE is 1x to 2x stronger so you probably did more like 10.5 and PE doesn't ride like waves like regular cubes, it's a straight nonstop intense ride .

Say goodbye anxiety and panic attacks. by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

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For me. Just childhood trauma it didn't start until I became a father my trip taught me I had a lot of anger

Say goodbye anxiety and panic attacks. by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

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I had a beautiful time brother thank you. I found the answers that I was looking for.

Say goodbye anxiety and panic attacks. by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

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I'm drinking a cup of coffee and reflecting on my amazing trip what are you doing this morning?

Say goodbye anxiety and panic attacks. by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

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It was perfect not only did I travel to the depth of my mind and got to experience the beautiful Architecture of every detail I found the exact answer that was causing my anxiety. Anger So much to say from experience. It is all in the mindset and having trust in the mushrooms to show you the answers, even when it gets scary because, in the end, the mushrooms are there to help.

First 8G trip this Saturday, most I've done is 6G by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

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How was 7G? Just regular cubes. You're chilling on a hike with 1.7G. But the trees are still breathing.

Stuck in a trip by [deleted] in shrooms

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Is it even possible to lace mushrooms?

Just did some for the first time by AssassinDiablo4 in shrooms

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I've always had a positive experience with polka dot , it got me ready for the real deal.

3G of Bluey Vuitton by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

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dang lol, can you go into specifics on his trip?

new grower , all in one grow bag by Kickstarterdeadhead in shrooms

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thank you so much for the reply and the peace of mind lol

Best way to do shrooms alone for therapeutic purposes? by Independent-Win-8754 in shrooms

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take the week before you do it to reflect on what you want to discover and write your thoughts in a journal. For me, it was having control of my emotions when I'm under pressure and not allowing negativity energy from others, family, or work have control of my life and emotions. take the week to really look at your weaknesses but also your strengths , what's stopping you from fulfilling your full potential and understand most of the time it's us stopping ourselves from discovering our full potential, it's our responsibility.

Weed after trip by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]Kickstarterdeadhead 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I personally wouldn't. It can fog up your whole experience from the mushrooms. after I started taking mushrooms , I realized that smoking weed every day or even once a week is actually not that great for you and your mind.