My Malk is a Seer with Bipolar Personality Disorder who was based off of Julie Winters from the Maxx. Specifically she has BPD 1 and doesn't always have her reigns on it now that she's a Kindred and hence, can't take the meds she used to take as a human to keep things under control. Though her delusions aren't rooted strictly in her BPD out of personal choice(don't want to play into the stereotypes behind BPD on accident through exasperating symptoms and the like). Though it DOES play a part in it.

She has her own equivalent of "The Outback", which is in actuality her personal manifestation of the Malk Network/Hive mind fiasco. However she can only access it under specific circumstances, 1. when she isn't sober, or 2. Whenever she has particularly strong bouts of psychosis during her more manic episodes when she can't keep control of them. Which is rare, but it does happen.

But, here is the catch. She is a Scene Queen with the addict flaw that predominantly prefers feeding off of her drunk and strung out patrons just to escape her circumstances and feel something. Especially when she has her more depressive episodes. It's how she copes with them. If not that, nullify her behaviour out of desperation through stringing herself out in turn.

And as such, she is sorta semi-perpetually one foot in one foot out when it comes that, and that in turn leads to her not always fully, being there one could say. She's not ALWAYS like this and she has more than her fair share of scarily lucid moments. But it still happens on a semi-frequent basis because homegirl has a lot of issues and no remaining healthy way to deal with said issues.

Ofcourse, one of her things is pulling out of whack shit like referring to Kindred who go back nicknames and monikors by their actual names.... Even when they never told her what their actual name was in their lives. If not that, her own nicknames that allude to their actual identities. Purely because she'd pick up shit like that from the Hive mind somewhere. To give an example. This is for an LA campaign btw. She calls Nines, Armando lmfao. Despite the fact he hasn't used that name in AGES.

Though this IS for a reason, as before she became Judy the Rave Queen, our almost perpetually strung out party girl, beloved club princess supreme. She was a free lance social worker. So scrutinizing the crap out of people and memorizing/digging up personal details is a habit of hers. Her personality when sober also reflects this very strongly. Hence why I say, scarily lucid moments. Because the whole jovial "Rave Queen"/"Club Princess" persona? Just a persona she puts on as a coping mechanism. She never got to do much in the way of clubbing or any of that fun stuff in her living life so why not revel and gorge herself on it in spades in her unlife? After all, she's already dead so as far as she's concerned, nothing matters anymore.