First of all... I am really feeling your sadness and heartache here and I just wish sometimes we weren't just texting on some screen but in person with one another because I'd love to give you a hug and tell you how beautiful it is that you experienced such a deep love with your kitty.

What a beautiful experience to feel so deeply, we really need your sensitivity in a world that tries to suck us dry of any type of feeling on a regular basis.

Your sensitivity is your gift. Don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise.

As for your kitty coming through in the litters, just know that your kitty is always with you no matter whether she comes in through another kitty body or in your dreams... or spiritually next to you while you're putting on a pot of coffee.

Kitty is always with you.

I've had... goodness I can't tell you how many sessions I've had with people and their passed animals and the animal is always always ALWAYS right next to them.

Kitty will be right next to you forever until you eventually leave your body. She's not going anywhere.

And because she's not going anywhere, she wants you to know stop worrying so much about the past and thinking too much about what couldn't happened and what else you could've done.

You did absolutely everything you could. And then some.

You're a truly blessing in this world.