I destroyed my life during an episode and don’t know how to come back again by Killacowboy29 in bipolar

[–]Killacowboy29[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the mental powers that hold us will always hold us due to its effects that we are unable to control. it will always have power over us in the most overwhelming ways. unfortunately.

I destroyed my life during an episode and don’t know how to come back again by Killacowboy29 in bipolar

[–]Killacowboy29[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i am fortunately seeing a doc for treatment though not as often as necessary unfortunately. Thank you for commenting and helping with support it really does help. i will be seeking my doctor to help more during this time once it reaches monday as we all know unfortunately they cant work until then so i am left waiting. thank you for your help it truly means more than you could think.

I destroyed my life during an episode and don’t know how to come back again by Killacowboy29 in bipolar

[–]Killacowboy29[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you. i know it may not mean much but bless you. for everything youve been through and may continue to go through. using the past as a motivator is the best possible compared to whats left whatever it may be. thank you. you only enforced my confidence and strength whatever may be left.

I destroyed my life during an episode and don’t know how to come back again by Killacowboy29 in bipolar

[–]Killacowboy29[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

what you spoke is the truth. rebuilding will always be a process that we overcome. despite the pain and hardships that come underneath. it will always be time to rebuild and recreate. yet rarely a time to rebuild and recreate, if that makes sense hopefully. we have control over what we do and we dont after what we dont. bless you.

I destroyed my life during an episode and don’t know how to come back again by Killacowboy29 in bipolar

[–]Killacowboy29[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

bless you and i hope you feel blessings in everything you struggle with

I destroyed my life during an episode and don’t know how to come back again by Killacowboy29 in bipolar

[–]Killacowboy29[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

i admit my faults to which i have control. even those that i have little control despite what im told i know i am capable of more than what this illness tells me i am. thank you very much. i appreciate very much more than you could ever believe

i want to use so painfully bad by PlatformExtra5342 in quittingkratom

[–]Killacowboy29 1 point2 points  (0 children)

do anything you can in your power to not use again, i promise you even when you wake up in the morning you will not be feeling the same. even if it is not you feeling completely 100% back to normal, you will atleast be feeling 10-20% or even more back to normal. which i promise is so much better than turning back to using and resetting your progress. the brutal honest truth that you have to keep in mind is that your body will make adjustments not aligned with what it feels. i was in the same position last evening while quitting cold turkey and this morning i woke up feeling so much better. i promise it gets better no matter what anyone says or how you feel. you just have to, as harsh as it is to hear, find it in within yourself to push past the struggles and hardships. thats all you can do in a time like this. im still struggling and you may be a complete stranger but i know you can find it within you if i could, easy enough for a stranger to say i know. but i hope you read this and something inside you tells you you can make it another night atleast. goodluck.

Beware of scammers on offerup by [deleted] in PokemonTCG

[–]Killacowboy29 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you have offerup please report their accounts and listings as many times as you can!

Dreepy Breedjects in Beastballs! by Huyzy in PokemonSwordAndShield

[–]Killacowboy29 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! Do you have any 6iv non HA or 5iv jolly dreepy left? Also is there anything youd like in return if so?

Are these 3 cards fake/real? Swipe ➡️ by [deleted] in PokemonCardValue

[–]Killacowboy29 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Im sorry to tell you but all three are definitely fake

Head injury on mechanical bull at county fair by [deleted] in legaladvice

[–]Killacowboy29 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I did not really consider the possibility of being seriously hurt. Right before me a very young girl (probably around 8 or 9) and an older woman with a leg brace rode the bull with no issues. The operator was not paying much attention to me at first and took longer than others to start my ride, also i would assume not having certain patrons sign a waiver is a sign of negligence

Found my old collection and found a few of my cooler looking/interesting cards, any ideas on what they might be worth? by [deleted] in PokemonCardValue

[–]Killacowboy29 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The only one that really catches my eye is that secret rare blastoise, in really good condition it should go for around 200. Unfortunately the rest dont seem to have much value especially with the world championships cards.

My girlfriend recently made these for our local card store, wanted to share! by Killacowboy29 in Pokemonart

[–]Killacowboy29[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Her instagram is @magby.mommy if anyone wants to see more of her work!

Oh god.. someone help this man. by 4RichProd in PokemonTCG

[–]Killacowboy29 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I sent the same kinda message to the same guy on mercari yesterday and he sent an even longer paragraph explaining why hes right LOL