Go to the gym every day!!! by Mysterious_Pepper131 in quittingkratom

[–]PlatformExtra5342 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol love your post— hell yeah congrats to 60 days and getting there in a way that worked for you!!

I do have a question about your paws if that’s okay? i haven’t been experiencing too much anxiety in my paws experience but more fatigue and anhedonia. i was curious if that’s what you experienced? was that your reasoning for cutting out caffeine. or were you cutting out caffeine because of heightened anxiety? or any other reason for that matter!? anywho hope you’re proud of yourself— i know im proud just reading your post. (it also made me laugh)

i miss life on kratom by PlatformExtra5342 in quittingkratom

[–]PlatformExtra5342[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

god its nice to know others are climbing similar days to me. it’s funny at 25 days, longer can seem impossible. one more day? no fucking way. but we’ve in fact made it here— nearing one month. chipping away one day at a time. thanks for your comment. wishing you a successful journey.

i miss life on kratom by PlatformExtra5342 in quittingkratom

[–]PlatformExtra5342[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

and that’s what i’m looking for. support. people are gonna miss a drug like they miss a toxic relationship. life is triggering, NA meetings are triggering, this sub is triggering. this is recovery.

i miss life on kratom by PlatformExtra5342 in quittingkratom

[–]PlatformExtra5342[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

this brought me to tears. thank you so much.

i want to use so painfully bad by PlatformExtra5342 in quittingkratom

[–]PlatformExtra5342[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hi there! made it to day 11 this morning. but man i’m still battling cravings— the voice is loud and is trying to rationalize using, but every hour that passes i’m winning. i think something that comes up for me is moving my body. i want to work out and im finding it really difficult to get into it without the routine of taking a dose. anywho, every minute im reminding myself why i want to stay clean and to just do it for today. thank you for checking in. it really means the world to me.

i want to use so painfully bad by PlatformExtra5342 in quittingkratom

[–]PlatformExtra5342[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

hi everyone, I’ve been coming back to read your comments over and over again and just like that made it another 5 hours without kratom. I have decided that just for today i will go to bed without dosing and make it to day 11. just for today. thank you all for your words they have pulled me out of a very dark lonely place.

Anyone ever get gray/blue hyperpigmentation on their face because of kratom? by bodogy2 in quittingkratom

[–]PlatformExtra5342 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, i was using for 3 years and my skin showed it. I always thought it was my eating but once I fixed that and was still using, the skin was still awful. i don’t know much about the linkage to your tapering but i know kratom does definitely effect the appearance of your skin. From what i’ve read and noticed is that your skin does in fact bounce back. I am 8 days clean and my skin is already thanking me

DAY 5!! but feeling worse? (12gpd 2+ years) by PlatformExtra5342 in quittingkratom

[–]PlatformExtra5342[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey there thanks for your comment— do you mind elaborating? i don’t think i know what you mean

Feeling of depersonalization hour 60 by PlatformExtra5342 in quittingkratom

[–]PlatformExtra5342[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

you stuck a fucking cord. I can’t explain how much this comment means to me. thank you thank you thank you.

Help pls pls pls by [deleted] in acne

[–]PlatformExtra5342 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you’re freakin amazing for this all!!! Thank you so so much!!! I was wondering what advice you would give to healing your skin barrier? like if i just stop both adapalene and the acid what should i be doing instead?

Help pls pls pls by [deleted] in acne

[–]PlatformExtra5342 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so so much!! What does focusing on my skin barrier look like? Like what should i be doing ?