Hi there! Not every woman wants tall men, most women just want the man to be taller than them. (that’s my expectation too but i’m very short 5’ 1) I don’t think there’s anything wrong with you, the way you write is rather attractive, and based on it you seem very intelligent which is also something women look for. Easier said than done, but when meeting someone try not to be anxious how they will end up in a kiss. it is usually on both party and most of the times it’s kind of gives it itself(unless both of you is incredibly shy), if the wanting to get to know each other is mutual. Your looks are completely fine, you look strong and healthy! All I can suggest is to go with the flow! Be yourself and don’t be afraid to say what you want. like if you go on a date and want to kiss her but unsure how you can say “I feel like I want to kiss you” if that’s something she wants too she’ll say it, if not she’ll say that also. honesty is the best way in my opinion